LifeFuel I used to cry fairly often

[Emba]

oldcel are you a virgin?

I fucked two who'res...
A skinny black and an obese white.

Long ago.

 

[Neggr]

Im still crying

 

[Cuyen]

im glad the blackpill helped you out friend

 

[Vermilioncore]

I cry literally every day. Feels like I'm in a nightmare and can't wake up. So surreal.

 

[Emba]

Im still crying

Stoicism and logic helped me. After a long while it becomes easier. But first you have to identify the cause of your sadness. Basically it only helps if you already tried to fix the problem. Then it becomes an "uncontrollable external" problem, that you can't fix. So it becomes easier to bear.

I cry literally every day. Feels like I'm in a nightmare and can't wake up. So surreal.

I still have that surreal feeling! It's not completely a nightmare though. But it's pretty bad! To me it feels like "being trapped" in a bad situation. I used to tell myself that I could and should have made better decisions! But I think that wouldn't have changed much. It's a people problem. (Social/lack of community) You are either a friend or an enemy! Not a useful neutral.

It's like a game and no one wants me on their team. Sound familiar?

 

[Vermilioncore]

Sound familiar?

Yes bro

 

[seija]

Being an potential oldcel in the future is the reason why I want to go rope or go ER when I get older.

 

[Emba]

Being an potential oldcel in the future is the reason why I want to go rope or go ER when I get older.

If you wait too long it be harder to do due to habits and weaknesses. It's a lot like "Stockholm syndrome" except you are you own kidnapping victim. You get so used to your life you can't step out of your routine to escape.

 

[seija]

If you wait too long it be harder to do due to habits and weaknesses. It's a lot like "Stockholm syndrome" except you are you own kidnapping victim. You get so used to your life you can't step out of your routine to escape.

In my mid-twenties, I'm planning to go on a "hunting trip".