Serious I Used Hindu Mythology To Cope With My Traumatic Childhood

[universallyabhorret]

I used to be a naive kid and my parents were very religious so I grew up believing religious stories. One of my favorite stories was that of Ravana, a half demon and man slain by Rama. I considered him my hero, he was an extremely devout Shiva worshipper. He spent a huge amount of time meditating and received 3 boons from brahma , which he used to become nearly invincible and so powerful even the gods couldn't defeat him.

My desire was laughably foolish but since I believed in that crap, I would spend time meditating here and there in the hopes that I would somehow receive these boons, though I never took it that seriously. I'd often day-dream of what I'd do if I received 3 boons, going so far as to think about loopholes to avoid being defeated by the gods. My dream was similar to Ravana's but I'd first punish my bullies and perhaps assert dominance over my parents.

 

[yungcel]

hinduism is probably the most retarded obvious LARP religion
do they have any incel stories?

 

[LastGerman]

I have done pretty much the same.

 

[universallyabhorret]

Stop coping, inject some T, and just start terrorizing them in real life. Beat them, threaten them, cripple them. Simple.

It's not enough, the trauma doesn't go away. There's only so much I can do.

 

[BabyFuck McGirlsex]

I used to be a naive kid and my parents were very religious so I grew up believing religious stories. One of my favorite stories was that of Ravana, a half demon and man slain by Rama. I considered him my hero, he was an extremely devout Shiva worshipper. He spent a huge amount of time meditating and received 3 boons from brahma , which he used to become nearly invincible and so powerful even the gods couldn't defeat him.

My desire was laughably foolish but since I believed in that crap, I would spend time meditating here and there in the hopes that I would somehow receive these boons, though I never took it that seriously. I'd often day-dream of what I'd do if I received 3 boons, going so far as to think about loopholes to avoid being defeated by the gods. My dream was similar to Ravana's but I'd first punish my bullies and perhaps assert dominance over my parents.

@universallyabhorred youre really postmaxxxing today.

 

[Deleted member 18214]

I have done pretty much the same.

 

[universallyabhorret]

Cripple them and then watch them struggle in their day to day lives. Cut off their fingers or something.

They certainly deserve that, but I need them currently and there are better ways to destroy them apart from physical barbarity, like their social reputation which they always valued greatly.

 

[Barnacle]

hinduism is probably the most retarded obvious LARP religion
do they have any incel stories?

Hinduism has THE most interesting cosmology of any world religion. Nothing retarded about it.

 

[universallyabhorret]

Don't forget to psychologically torture them. I do this periodically to my dad, less consciously or voluntarily, and more organically and naturally because my pain is deep and I'm emotionally dying.

Share some tips please. Sometimes I alternate between fake hugging and telling them I love them or pretending to care and making small talk to hurting them verbally or physically. I have read that it helps to alternate between reward and punishment, to destabilize them and make them think they are in control some of the time, it should create an addictive cycle, where they would never dare report me.

 

[Monk of Failure]

Hinduism has THE most interesting cosmology of any world religion. Nothing retarded about it.

It's a shitty religion that says cow is your mom. Lol

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Indian man to sue parents for giving birth to him

This Indian man says it's wrong to bring children into the world and burden them with expectations.

www.bbc.com

 

[Deleted member 17724]

hinduism is probably the most retarded obvious LARP religion
do they have any incel stories?

Down Syndrome IQ.

 

[Barnacle]

It's a shitty religion that says cow is your mom. Lol

I see how much you know about it. Low IQ behaviour

 

[Monk of Failure]

I see how much you know about it. Low IQ behaviour

Cow is the personification of Motherly energy. The day when there will be no more cows left in this world, it will be bereft of a mother and thus no other living entities will survive.– Mahabharata, Anushashana Parva 145

 

[universallyabhorret]

Just relentlessly and obsessively interrogate them repeatedly like the police without giving them a break. This will break them down mentally.
Also talk of nihilism, depression, pessimism and suicide to increase their despair.

That's a good idea. I have done the latter though I was somewhat suicidal and constantly told them it was their fault and they had to help euthanize me, along with complained about my life all the time. I will do more of the former.

 

[universallyabhorret]

I do this, not to torture, but rather its natural because I'm in a lot of pain and suffering.

How do they react when you ask them to help you with euthanasia?

Rage, exhaustion and sometimes sadness. Sometimes they threaten to hit which I reply aggressively to, they keep saying we did x y and z for you and spent so much money to help you and you are being ungrateful. Other times he almost gets very tense and starts to complain about his body hurting or even struggles to breathe, might be exaggerated displays but he's diabetic and has family history of heart problems.

 

[vic624]

Had a religion class years ago and liked how Hinduism's take on reincarnation is basically physically accurate. IIRC the belief is that everything is made up of different types of energy that's recycled upon death. That's what does happen when someone dies; heat dissipates, flesh decomposes, eventual to be used as building blocks for some other form of life. The Karma aspect is metaphysical and faith based, of course.

 

[Barnacle]

Had a religion class years ago and liked how Hinduism's take on reincarnation is basically physically accurate. IIRC the belief is that everything is made up of different types of energy that's recycled upon death. That's what does happen when someone dies; heat dissipates, flesh decomposes, eventual to be used as building blocks for some other form of life. The Karma aspect is metaphysical and faith based, of course.

Yes, this is why Hinduism(and other dharmic religions) are the most interesting because they atleast try to explain the ego, the self and why you are you. The Bible-based religions just never even go into the direction of asking this.

 

[vic624]

Yes, this is why Hinduism(and other dharmic religions) are the most interesting because they atleast try to explain the ego, the self and why you are you. The Bible-based religions just never even go into the direction of asking this.

It think the value to the Abrahamic religions is in perspective. Envisioning yourself as part of a past-present-future arch and keeping a historical record of your people is what Jews seem to have had unique to them in the ancient world. Christians then took that up during Roman times as "the work of Christ" being a multigenerational task that allowed them to cope with present circumstances like being slaves.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Cow is the personification of Motherly energy. The day when there will be no more cows left in this world, it will be bereft of a mother and thus no other living entities will survive.– Mahabharata, Anushashana Parva 145

low IQ. the dumb Hindus who think external gods exist are indeed subhuman retards. but the correct Hinduism is to realize these gods are nothing but symbols of personalities,archetypes and the drama that takes within humans

Yes, this is why Hinduism(and other dharmic religions) are the most interesting because they atleast try to explain the ego, the self and why you are you. The Bible-based religions just never even go into the direction of asking this.

Bible is still good book. u arnet meant to take it literally tho

 

[yungcel]

Hinduism has THE most interesting cosmology of any world religion. Nothing retarded about it.

Down Syndrome IQ.

currycel cope JFL

 

[Deleted member 17724]

currycel cope JFL

I'm not a currycel, I was raised in an Islamic household. But Hinduism is by far the most interesting and complex religion that exists today, it's obvious that you know nothing about it.