SuicideFuel I turn 22 tommorow

[Cerebral hypoxia]

God fucking damn life has been cruel. When I was young I wanted to even get married by now. This last year has gone by so fast, it's just been all wagecucking and time wasting. I feel really horrible

Hopefully my looksmaxxing efforts pay off this year

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Just be NEET. Least you'll spend your time doing what you want

 

[Deleted member 8499]

Happy birthday and good luck

 

[lately_jaded]

Happy early birthday, and 22 is a bit young to be married so don't feel so bad.

 

[Cerebral hypoxia]

Just be NEET. Least you'll spend your time doing what you want

Not an option unfortunately. I have to help take care of my parents and America barely gives out any significant neetbux anyways

 

[June3cel2]

It’s aight bro let’s keep watching them MMA events. Hope you ascend in a few years time as well man.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Not an option unfortunately. I have to help take care of my parents and America barely gives out any significant neetbux anyways

I'm American and my NEETbux are pretty sufficient

 

[Cerebral hypoxia]

It’s aight bro let’s keep watching them MMA events. Hope you ascend in a few years time as well man.

I also practice MMA irl. I spent most of last year training my ass off. I'm finally seeing results but honestly I'm still shit in a lot of areas. I suck at takedowns, boxing, brawling, top control, and speed. I'm only ok at kicks, clinch, and fighting off my back.

Still I'm at the point where I can beat up most newbies even if they have a weight advantage so that's life fuel at least

 

[June3cel2]

I also practice MMA irl. I spent most of last year training my ass off. I'm finally seeing results but honestly I'm still shit in a lot of areas. I suck at takedowns, boxing, brawling, top control, and speed. I'm only ok at kicks, clinch, and fighting off my back.

Still I'm at the point where I can beat up most newbies even if they have a weight advantage so that's life fuel at least

Damn man that’s still pretty good. I trained in some kiddie shit in middle school. Then I did BJJ in high school for like 1.5 years but I’m still trash not even close to blue belt. I haven’t gotten a chance to train in uni yet but I’m going to try asap.

 

[BeefRamen]

I turn 22 in 3 months. (oh shit what happened I JUST turned 21 and I haven't even bought alcohol yet)

It's now official that both my parents have had kids at a younger age than I am right now and I've never kissed a girl or had a date.
Soon I'll be older than ER.

 

[StormlitAqua]

Soon I'll be older than ER.

Passing ER's age was an eye opener for me. I can now look at him as a kid. It's so weird. I was 19 when ER happened and a remember reading his manifesto the night after it happened and I remeber thinking: "I'll never be like this". Little did I know...

I hope you ascend before you get there.

 

[Cerebral hypoxia]

Damn man that’s still pretty good. I trained in some kiddie shit in middle school. Then I did BJJ in high school for like 1.5 years but I’m still trash not even close to blue belt. I haven’t gotten a chance to train in uni yet but I’m going to try asap.

Honestly at first I only did it because I thought I could ascend by being a tough guy fighter but I grew to love it for its own. It feels really good to watch yourself getting better and better and adding new skills and tricks to your repitoire.

But I'm a low IQ wagecuck if you're in uni that's really good you should focus on it.

 

[BeefRamen]

Passing ER's age was an eye opener for me. I can now look at him as a kid. It's so weird. I was 19 when ER happened and a remember reading his manifesto the night after it happened and I remeber thinking: "I'll never be like this". Little did I know...

I hope you ascend before you get there.

Feels bad, but I don't think ascending will happen anytime soon.

I was 18 when it really dawned on me that I was going to remain single and a virgin for a very, very long time. (possibly forever). When I saw ER's video I knew I'd make it to be older than him if I didn't commit suicide.