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Everybody seems to hate me my parents always shout at me for small things and my grades always need to be a's if I get only b's and d's (nohomo) my parents say I'm a failure and call me a weak faggot. I dont have any real friends just like 1-2 guys I sometimes hang out a little bit with but even they sometimes bully me and call me ugly infront of others just to be more popular in school. My teachers are low t faggots who give me worse grades than others for the same work. I also hate my neighbors they are old stupid faggots always complaining about everything. I wish I had the balls to rope tbh. I truely wish to die as soon as possible without any pain. Because the only way out of my pain is death. The root of my shitty Life is my uglyness and Autism mostly. They arent changeable and I hate every fucking time of being alive. Everytime I wake up I want to kill myself I get suicidical sometimes homicidical thoughts. I wish I could atleast cartelmaxx or other low inhib maxxes to get my status and power up. But since I have autism, social anxiety and Depression I can only dream of it.
How I feel :
How I feel :
