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I used to put myself in trouble at school by humiliating myself and be submissive with others
They used to try wrestling moves on me and I didn't say anything to them because I try to fool myself by thinking it was just a joke.
I laughed when they did that because that was my role in society, I existed so society can do their jokes to me.
Even girls had no problems in slapping me and I thought it was their way to ' flirting ' because they did the same to GL guys in a different way.
Also I tried to treat my younger cousins with the same jokes they did to me at school; I was stronger with them.
I don't really know how to explain and why did I act this way.
Also I was very nervous and I always jestermaxed by acting crazy
Ex.
Screaming loudly when everybody else is not talking and there's complete silence
They used to try wrestling moves on me and I didn't say anything to them because I try to fool myself by thinking it was just a joke.
I laughed when they did that because that was my role in society, I existed so society can do their jokes to me.
Even girls had no problems in slapping me and I thought it was their way to ' flirting ' because they did the same to GL guys in a different way.
Also I tried to treat my younger cousins with the same jokes they did to me at school; I was stronger with them.
I don't really know how to explain and why did I act this way.
Also I was very nervous and I always jestermaxed by acting crazy
Ex.
Screaming loudly when everybody else is not talking and there's complete silence