Venting I tried jerking off today but couldn't

[AustrianMogger]

I tried getting some dopamine by jerking off but a video I saw was this guy fucking two really pretty girls and I just couldn't stand it. It's not fair. He gets to fuck two pretty girls while I fuck zero girls. I felt too sad and kind of cucked to jerk off. My life is miserable. I need to find a new cope. I can't jerk off to porn anymore; I guess I will just have to jerk off to nothing. I'm gonna study and play some fallout new vegas to feel better. I doubt it'll make me feel any better but idk how else I'm gonna cope today. I'm also low on funds so I don't wanna get drunk right now, especially since I don't want my iq to decrease anymore than it already might have. I feel like I'm trapped in a jail for the crime of being born a failure. Maybe I should just go to sleep right now and hope for a better day tomorrow.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Brutal. I hate when you want the hit of pleasure and can't even get that

 

[zd60]

if you do enough drugs you can forget about everything, that's what i do

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Jerk off to motherless

Free nudes from roasties who hate us. It's a win win for the chuds

 

[Fantasea]

awful cope anyway

 

[Kaichee]

Jerk off to motherless

Free nudes from roasties who hate us. It's a win win for the chuds

There is some real filth on there too

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

There is some real filth on there too

the filthier the better

They will bend to my will

 

[AustrianMogger]

Brutal. I hate when you want the hit of pleasure and can't even get that

For real man, it makes me feel so empty and trapped.

if you do enough drugs you can forget about everything, that's what i do

I don't wanna decrease my iq anymore than I already might have

Jerk off to motherless

Free nudes from roasties who hate us. It's a win win for the chuds

I can't jerk off to a girl knowing she doesn't know I exist and would be disgusted by me if she knew I did. It feels wrong for me as a sub5 miserable loser to jerk off a girl so pretty and cute. I know it sounds like I'm foid worshipping and maybe subconsciously I am unfortunately, but I get too sad knowing she will never love nor care about me. I don't think it's naturally seeing so many pretty girls all the time, because you constantly fall in love with them, since it's just in our nature to do so, and then it's just heart-break after you stimulate an emulation of reproduction with the pretty girl and realise it's not real in any way. It makes me feel like such a loveless failure after that. Everytime after I jerk off to a pretty girl I find, I get very sad. Sometimes I can't even fully finish because I quit halfway because I'm so sad. I know I'm yapping, but I just wanna express my emotions as best as I can.

awful cope anyway

Yeah but it's the easiest way currently to feel some dopamine. I just wanna feel good. I just wanna feel loved.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

awful cope anyway

That's because you killed your libido with jewpills

 

[Fantasea]

That's because you killed your libido with jewpills

 

[Fantasea]

shit's slow gonna edit it

 

[Nature's Villain]

What mods are you using for fnv

 

[CosmicSerialKiller]

Could always try porn without the men. Sometimes I prefer it when it's just sucking and fucking dildos. Easier to imagine it's yours. POV can enhance that illusion also, as well as keeping time with the actions.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

For real man, it makes me feel so empty and trapped.

I don't wanna decrease my iq anymore than I already might have


I can't jerk off to a girl knowing she doesn't know I exist and would be disgusted by me if she knew I did. It feels wrong for me as a sub5 miserable loser to jerk off a girl so pretty and cute. I know it sounds like I'm foid worshipping and maybe subconsciously I am unfortunately, but I get too sad knowing she will never love nor care about me. I don't think it's naturally seeing so many pretty girls all the time, because you constantly fall in love with them, since it's just in our nature to do so, and then it's just heart-break after you stimulate an emulation of reproduction with the pretty girl and realise it's not real in any way. It makes me feel like such a loveless failure after that. Everytime after I jerk off to a pretty girl I find, I get very sad. Sometimes I can't even fully finish because I quit halfway because I'm so sad. I know I'm yapping, but I just wanna express my emotions as best as I can.


Yeah but it's the easiest way currently to feel some dopamine. I just wanna feel good. I just wanna feel loved.

Use the hatred to fuel your vitriol)

 

[AustrianMogger]

What mods are you using for fnv

I make my own shitty mods where I make dumb overpowered weapons using the geck thingy

 

[AustrianMogger]

Could always try porn without the men. Sometimes I prefer it when it's just sucking and fucking dildos. Easier to imagine it's yours. POV can enhance that illusion also, as well as keeping time with the actions.

Even if there's no guy, I still feel bad knowing the girl doesn't know me and if she did would find me disgusting. I would unironically feel inferior and undeserving of even getting to look at a pretty girl in that way. Saying that makes me feel like a cuck but it's just how I feel.

 

[CosmicSerialKiller]

Even if there's no guy, I still feel bad knowing the girl doesn't know me and if she did would find me disgusting. I would unironically feel inferior and undeserving of even getting to look at a pretty girl in that way. Saying that makes me feel like a cuck but it's just how I feel.

Damn bro, I don't know how you'd get over that. Kinda feels like you're overthinking porn my man. The porn ladies don't care who jerks to them, so you should try to choose not to care also, if you can.

 

[AustrianMogger]

Damn bro, I don't know how you'd get over that. Kinda feels like you're overthinking porn my man. The porn ladies don't care who jerks to them, so you should try to choose not to care also, if you can.

In nature, the real world, there is no such thing as the internet. When we see a beautiful woman on the screen, we fall in love automatically since it is in our nature, especially for us, sex depraved men. It doesn't feel good falling in love with women who don't care about me, they don't even know I exist, and they would be disgusted by me. It just never feels good. I usually just jerk off to nothing when I want the dopamine, and I often imagine myself having a girlfriend when I close my eyes, whether it be daydreaming or before I go to sleep.

 

[CosmicSerialKiller]

Yeah, I can understand that. Too many beautiful faces everywhere, it's quite unnatural.

Wanking with imagination only is an impressive cope, but I need those visuals myself!

 

[SilverBullet]

Someone else said it on here, and i full heartedly agree. How do people on here watch real porn? How can you know on the other side of the screen, some Chad is fucking someone while you hold your dick in your hand? There is so many alternatives, daydream, AI, hentai

 

[AustrianMogger]

Yeah, I can understand that. Too many beautiful faces everywhere, it's quite unnatural.

Wanking with imagination only is an impressive cope, but I need those visuals myself!

No, wanking to imagination would be the same as wanking to porn; I have a very good imagination and visualization abilities. I empty my mind and jerk off, as our ancestors would have.
Many times when I do this though, I can't finish, since I need sexual stimuli to finish.

 

[CosmicSerialKiller]

I empty my mind and jerk off, as our ancestors would have.

Wow, that's a new one to me. A sort of meditation jerk almost?

 

[boneless goblin]

suifuel

 

[AustrianMogger]

Wow, that's a new one to me. A sort of meditation jerk almost?

Yes, exactly that. It's more relaxing this way. You increase cortisol when you watch porn and jerk off. Ejaculation itself lowers stress though, but watching porn increases stress. Most the time though, I can't finish without porn, maybe I have low testosterone? But yeah this way it is a lot more relaxing, maybe not as enjoyable but yeah. Jerking off to porn creates a ton of emotions that I believe we're not supposed to have.

 

[City Incel]

rip

 

[CosmicSerialKiller]

Yes, exactly that. It's more relaxing this way. You increase cortisol when you watch porn and jerk off. Ejaculation itself lowers stress though, but watching porn increases stress. Most the time though, I can't finish without porn, maybe I have low testosterone? But yeah this way it is a lot more relaxing, maybe not as enjoyable but yeah. Jerking off to porn creates a ton of emotions that I believe we're not supposed to have.

Hmm, very interesting.

I have heard that jerking to porn is cheating the pair bonding emotions in a way. Instead of bonding to a real female, we would have all these chemicals bonding us instead to a screen or a video, thus causing porn addiction rather than real pair bonding.

 

[AustrianMogger]

Hmm, very interesting.

I have heard that jerking to porn is cheating the pair bonding emotions in a way. Instead of bonding to a real female, we would have all these chemicals bonding us instead to a screen or a video, thus causing porn addiction rather than real pair bonding.

Yeah, it is very unnatural to watch porn and jerk off. Also now that I've been contaminated by porn, if I imagine stuff, that will pretty much be the same as watching porn. Our ancestors did jerk off though. I think because w're supposed to be bonding with a girl, but there is no girl, i causes some weird shit and that's probably why I feel sad after jerking off to porn. I feel bad after seeing a pretty girl in general. Sometimes outside I will see a very beautiful woman, and feel sad knowing I will never have her. Also, I often hump things such as my pillow instead of jerking off. if I do get a gf (I never will but I cope by thinking maybe some day I will), I will have a lot of experience, and I will be good at having sex.

 

[CosmicSerialKiller]

Oof, I imagine I've screwed with my pair bonding process something rotten. xD
I'll give ancestor style a try sometime.

Having that hope is a good thing, I'd say. One day, all that practice will come in real handy!