It seems my life could have been very different aka better than the trash my life actually is.
One scenario I keep imagining is if my dad or one of the coaches in school would have encouraged me to play football. What if I took it seriously and was good at my position and got to play in college and then in the nfl. I would have played a few years and retired a millionaire at 26. Had a 10/10 wife and lifted my family out of poverty. Maybe wouldn’t have had so much anxiety and depression.
Even a more realist option is choosing a proper major in college and consistently working hard in that field so I am actually making good money in my late 30s instead of clown money that i actually make.
One scenario I keep imagining is if my dad or one of the coaches in school would have encouraged me to play football. What if I took it seriously and was good at my position and got to play in college and then in the nfl. I would have played a few years and retired a millionaire at 26. Had a 10/10 wife and lifted my family out of poverty. Maybe wouldn’t have had so much anxiety and depression.
Even a more realist option is choosing a proper major in college and consistently working hard in that field so I am actually making good money in my late 30s instead of clown money that i actually make.
