This is part 2 of a previous post I made.
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I talked to her. Told her everything. Here’s a summary of what was said.
I first talked about my consistent social, emotional, and she validated my feelings, no issues there.
I then explained the various pills in their most basic forms, blue, red, black and white. Once again, no issues there, I explained what an incel was, how it was different from what she probably heard, no issues there.
Then we talked about my beliefs, and the fact I do in fact struggle with thoughts of homocide and suicide on a consistent basis, yet, I feel entitled to this feeling of hatred because of how subhuman I am.
I went on a tangent, explaining why I’m a misogynist and why I believe women genuinely cannot struggle in life, as I always say “playing on easy mode”
For the homocidal thoughts, she suggested I get placed in a holding facility, I explained that I had no intent, in any way shape or form, just fleeting thoughts, and we carried on.
For the misogyny, she said from what I’ve experienced and from my perspective, it makes sense, perfect sense, even. But she said my world view was limited, and that I should talk to people more, not just women, people, my age, I agreed to this sentiment.
I explained how hard it was to even make human connections because of my sub5 genetics, and how hard it was for me to do anything. She understood, and then hit me with the classic “I see ugly dudes with women all the time, you have nothing to worry about”. Which I shrugged off, because it’s something I’ve heard before not from her, but just in general.
I talked to her about blackpill statistics and my belief that rape is a Sub8 only crime, because Chad can get away with things, because personality doesn’t matter. She didn’t really talk about this much, because I didn’t wanna talk about this much, I was assuming our conversation was recorded at this point, so I didn’t want to “incriminate” myself.
Lastly, we talked about how to move forward from this, I said I wanted to do group therapy, to maybe make a friend or two, to see if I can even do that, and she was down to refer me to one, so most likely 3 times a week, for hours every day, group therapy. Sounds nice. But she suggested (considering I also told her about my TikTok’s that I’ve had and my impact on our youth in which I’ve spread the blackpill to hundreds of thousands of people) that I take a break from talking to anyone associated with this, should I humor this request and take a break to see if anything changes? Let me know.
If you read all this, congrats. I’ll keep you guys posted if anything changes.
I’m telling my therapist everything tomorrow, and I have a plan.
I’m telling her everything, my blackpill ideologies, the fact I don’t praise women, the fact that women like to get sexually sssulted and raped by attractive people (and by proxy, rape and sexual assault crimes are sub8 only crimes), pretty much everything, and especially the fact that since I...
incels.is
I talked to her. Told her everything. Here’s a summary of what was said.
I first talked about my consistent social, emotional, and she validated my feelings, no issues there.
I then explained the various pills in their most basic forms, blue, red, black and white. Once again, no issues there, I explained what an incel was, how it was different from what she probably heard, no issues there.
Then we talked about my beliefs, and the fact I do in fact struggle with thoughts of homocide and suicide on a consistent basis, yet, I feel entitled to this feeling of hatred because of how subhuman I am.
I went on a tangent, explaining why I’m a misogynist and why I believe women genuinely cannot struggle in life, as I always say “playing on easy mode”
For the homocidal thoughts, she suggested I get placed in a holding facility, I explained that I had no intent, in any way shape or form, just fleeting thoughts, and we carried on.
For the misogyny, she said from what I’ve experienced and from my perspective, it makes sense, perfect sense, even. But she said my world view was limited, and that I should talk to people more, not just women, people, my age, I agreed to this sentiment.
I explained how hard it was to even make human connections because of my sub5 genetics, and how hard it was for me to do anything. She understood, and then hit me with the classic “I see ugly dudes with women all the time, you have nothing to worry about”. Which I shrugged off, because it’s something I’ve heard before not from her, but just in general.
I talked to her about blackpill statistics and my belief that rape is a Sub8 only crime, because Chad can get away with things, because personality doesn’t matter. She didn’t really talk about this much, because I didn’t wanna talk about this much, I was assuming our conversation was recorded at this point, so I didn’t want to “incriminate” myself.
Lastly, we talked about how to move forward from this, I said I wanted to do group therapy, to maybe make a friend or two, to see if I can even do that, and she was down to refer me to one, so most likely 3 times a week, for hours every day, group therapy. Sounds nice. But she suggested (considering I also told her about my TikTok’s that I’ve had and my impact on our youth in which I’ve spread the blackpill to hundreds of thousands of people) that I take a break from talking to anyone associated with this, should I humor this request and take a break to see if anything changes? Let me know.
If you read all this, congrats. I’ll keep you guys posted if anything changes.
