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Greycel
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- Feb 5, 2018
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Looking at the mirror, using the front camera, I genuinely thought I was decent/pretty good looking.
But I always wondered and was confused how I didn't have a girlfriend yet, because I seriously thought I was good looking, and I'm not really mentally ill and I'm pretty decent at talking to other people.
Until... I saw myself in a photo that isn't mirrored.
Oh god... I look so incredibly ugly... seriously, It's hard to explain how unbelievably ugly I am.
Words cannot describe, I'm so sad, It's like I have been tricked my whole life into believing I ever had a chance with any girl ever. I don't think anyone would ever want to be in a relationship or anything with me.
Explains how I am a kissless virgin. I have been hugged ONCE by a girl, and that was only because it was the end of the semester and she did that as a goodbye gesture. I saw her facial expressions and it kind of looked like she was "disappointed?" or something like that.
Jesus. I just want to crawl into a fucking cave and shoot myself for ever thinking I was good looking.
Anyone else who shares this experience? Feels really bad man...
But I always wondered and was confused how I didn't have a girlfriend yet, because I seriously thought I was good looking, and I'm not really mentally ill and I'm pretty decent at talking to other people.
Until... I saw myself in a photo that isn't mirrored.
Oh god... I look so incredibly ugly... seriously, It's hard to explain how unbelievably ugly I am.
Words cannot describe, I'm so sad, It's like I have been tricked my whole life into believing I ever had a chance with any girl ever. I don't think anyone would ever want to be in a relationship or anything with me.
Explains how I am a kissless virgin. I have been hugged ONCE by a girl, and that was only because it was the end of the semester and she did that as a goodbye gesture. I saw her facial expressions and it kind of looked like she was "disappointed?" or something like that.
Jesus. I just want to crawl into a fucking cave and shoot myself for ever thinking I was good looking.
Anyone else who shares this experience? Feels really bad man...