I was on 55chan and read a post about a guy who teaches violin to children and an 8 year old female student, from whom he had already noticed IOIs, stole a kiss from him.
This may very well be some made up shit - I hope it is tbh, for the sake of everyone involved and my own - but it got me thinking. It's plausible. I have already met people that age who had crushes on people, being them older or not, and I myself had some back when I was a child. Children are of course less sexual and in general less discriminatory in terms of looks, but they do already have all that stuff.
That purity stuff is deep down a cope. "I want a young and completely virgin gf" - yeah, a girl like that would certainly be preferable to some high-mileage jaded slut, but Jesus was right when he said that just looking at someone lustfully is already adultery. There are no pure people, not even children, let alone JBs or so. It's all fierce competition, lookism permeates everything, lookism is the omnipresent evil and discriminatory spirit in the hearts of us fallen people in this fallen world.
Everything that has to with romance and sexuality, especially in nowadays' context, is frustration, desire, competition, strife, compulsion. Nowadays, I believe there is a right way to have a marriage and constitute a family, but this way is so absurdly elevated that it's not even conceivable to 99% of people alive today; to completely let go of vanity and biology and have a sacred marriage just for the sake of family and God, it seems like an unattainable ideal.
All the copes and surrogates we have for our sexuality as incels are also unfulfilling, dangerous and harmful; Masturbation and especially pornography are not positive things and they never truly satisfy you. I fapped this morning and went to the shopping mall this afternoon, I was full of lust for all young females I saw anyway, and full of frustration anyway, of course. Waifus are idolatry and not good for your mental health, as well as unfulfilling since you can't even meet or talk to them. Prostitutes will make you blow your money and can give you STDs, as well as being an unfulfilling and sometimes even downright depressing experience.
I partake of the opinion of Elliot Rodger nowadays. I hate sex. Sex generates so much evil, frustration, vice and inequality, sex makes otherwise sensible people lose their minds and do extremely dumb stuff. I believe there is a correct way to use sexuality but our societies are far, far deviated from it, and tbh I have some difficulty even conceiving it myself.
I wish I could abstain from porn, sex, and romance completely, even in thought. But the most I could go without porn was 9 days and the most I can go without lustful thoughts or longing for romance is like an hour or so. Pathetic. I don't think I'll ever be able to.
This may very well be some made up shit - I hope it is tbh, for the sake of everyone involved and my own - but it got me thinking. It's plausible. I have already met people that age who had crushes on people, being them older or not, and I myself had some back when I was a child. Children are of course less sexual and in general less discriminatory in terms of looks, but they do already have all that stuff.
That purity stuff is deep down a cope. "I want a young and completely virgin gf" - yeah, a girl like that would certainly be preferable to some high-mileage jaded slut, but Jesus was right when he said that just looking at someone lustfully is already adultery. There are no pure people, not even children, let alone JBs or so. It's all fierce competition, lookism permeates everything, lookism is the omnipresent evil and discriminatory spirit in the hearts of us fallen people in this fallen world.
Everything that has to with romance and sexuality, especially in nowadays' context, is frustration, desire, competition, strife, compulsion. Nowadays, I believe there is a right way to have a marriage and constitute a family, but this way is so absurdly elevated that it's not even conceivable to 99% of people alive today; to completely let go of vanity and biology and have a sacred marriage just for the sake of family and God, it seems like an unattainable ideal.
All the copes and surrogates we have for our sexuality as incels are also unfulfilling, dangerous and harmful; Masturbation and especially pornography are not positive things and they never truly satisfy you. I fapped this morning and went to the shopping mall this afternoon, I was full of lust for all young females I saw anyway, and full of frustration anyway, of course. Waifus are idolatry and not good for your mental health, as well as unfulfilling since you can't even meet or talk to them. Prostitutes will make you blow your money and can give you STDs, as well as being an unfulfilling and sometimes even downright depressing experience.
I partake of the opinion of Elliot Rodger nowadays. I hate sex. Sex generates so much evil, frustration, vice and inequality, sex makes otherwise sensible people lose their minds and do extremely dumb stuff. I believe there is a correct way to use sexuality but our societies are far, far deviated from it, and tbh I have some difficulty even conceiving it myself.
I wish I could abstain from porn, sex, and romance completely, even in thought. But the most I could go without porn was 9 days and the most I can go without lustful thoughts or longing for romance is like an hour or so. Pathetic. I don't think I'll ever be able to.
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