TheGrayWolf
At heart, I am panda-bear|5'4|1/10|dc: slyfox100
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This is extremely serious, and it's my fault. My mother is crying because of me, bc both of our lives are now destroyed - due to things I said to my dad.
I cannot live with myself.
And a few hours ago, it looked like everything will turn out good for me. I would have gotten surgery paid and fitness stuff.
I told my estranged dad 2 "secrets" that will financially destroy mother and I, it's an extremely complicated story. What I accidentally said will make both of our lives much worse and harder, and I can no longer count on any support from my mother who has helped me at times till now (money and other kind of support). I can't live with myself like this. Both me and my mom's lives will be much worse, and I have to live with the guilt. I have a kind of disability so I'll never be able to support myself well in the near future.
If I were a CEO, I just went bankrupt and got arrested, will spend decades in an even worse jail.
I wanted to thank my friend and brother @Puppeter, you're a chill dude, never change my bruder.
I cannot live with myself.
And a few hours ago, it looked like everything will turn out good for me. I would have gotten surgery paid and fitness stuff.
I told my estranged dad 2 "secrets" that will financially destroy mother and I, it's an extremely complicated story. What I accidentally said will make both of our lives much worse and harder, and I can no longer count on any support from my mother who has helped me at times till now (money and other kind of support). I can't live with myself like this. Both me and my mom's lives will be much worse, and I have to live with the guilt. I have a kind of disability so I'll never be able to support myself well in the near future.
If I were a CEO, I just went bankrupt and got arrested, will spend decades in an even worse jail.
I wanted to thank my friend and brother @Puppeter, you're a chill dude, never change my bruder.
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