It's Over I think of my past more than my future

[AutistSupremacist]

I went for a late night walk around the neighborhood I grew up and attended elementary and middle school in and a huge rush of memories came rushing in from my joyful days as a young boy and how perfect everything seemed. When I think about my life now, I almost always hate it and when I think of the future I don't really think much of it all. I assume I'll be dead or at home rotting with little or no hope for developing further within my life. I left my heart at middle school and everything went downhill since

 

[slashER]

truecel trait

 

[MacheteRape]

A lot of us are tormented by our past. Thus, we end up neglecting our future because of the past's after-effects. Brutal stuff

 

[Icarus]

I wish I had good memories of my time in school

Every day I look back is another day in shame.