
AtomicBlackPill
Recruit
★★★★
- Joined
- Mar 21, 2021
- Posts
- 335
I wish I could be a Neet, but I have a strict mother who said I must go to college or get an apprenticeship so I went into the trades. I'm well too depressed to study
anymore so the trades was my only option. I am a KHHV at age 20. I know some of you guys will say ''you're still young bro don't give up'' but I have never had a choosing signal/ any sign a foid was attracted to me ever in my life so what's to change.
When I had my red pill
phase where I cold approached girls who I believed to be my age at the time, I got rejections. I have always struggled to make friends and it has always been hard for to get a foids attention because they had no interest in me.
The trade world is mainly male only so there is a 0% chance I could meet a woman there and everyone I have talked to that talks about their gf says they met them while out with friends. I have 0 friends and I had 0 literally no friends during high school. I used to hide just so people wouldn't pick on me because I had no-one
.
Basically what I'm trying to get at is because I don't have a social circle and that I have poor social skills, low self esteem that my co-workers have even picked up on, that not going to college where it is the last time I will see so many women in one place, where they are willing to have sex (without any capitalist trade offs as some of you guys have put it) ..I have probably sealed my fate.
I suppose I could continue with tinder but when you're not attractive what's the point?
When I had my red pill
The trade world is mainly male only so there is a 0% chance I could meet a woman there and everyone I have talked to that talks about their gf says they met them while out with friends. I have 0 friends and I had 0 literally no friends during high school. I used to hide just so people wouldn't pick on me because I had no-one
Basically what I'm trying to get at is because I don't have a social circle and that I have poor social skills, low self esteem that my co-workers have even picked up on, that not going to college where it is the last time I will see so many women in one place, where they are willing to have sex (without any capitalist trade offs as some of you guys have put it) ..I have probably sealed my fate.
I suppose I could continue with tinder but when you're not attractive what's the point?