SuicideFuel I think my subconscious wants me dead

[Deleted member 15737]

I keep having great dreams maybe once a month where I have a girlfriend, perfect health and own a big house. Then I wake up and realize it was all a dream.

I’m still sick, still incel and still live in a falling down shack. My subconscious wants me to rope I think.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

I had a dream similar to yours. Had a dream where I owned my own apartment with a cute foid. Life is great and even in the dream I tell myself "god please let it just not be a dream." Then I wake up and realize I have to do shit.
WHY THE FUCK IS IT THE ONLY GOOD DREAM I HAVE

 

[Deleted member 18193]

You don't consider dreaming of having a good life a cope?

 

[Deleted member 15737]

You don't consider dreaming of having a good life a cope?

How is it cope? It feels real but I have to wake up and face the reality of my life and it’s like crashing into a brick wall. The dream lasted at most a couple of hours, I’ve been feeling bad about it all day.

 

[ihaveno1]

Not even subconscious for me i know i wanna die so bad

 

[needsolution]

Not even subconscious for me i know i wanna die so bad

same here as well, i hope i will get killed one day