JFL this is seriously fucking my mind.
Reminder about what an audio roleplay is: an audio (porn) where you are told a story (by a foid, otherwise it's giga gay of course and I shouldn't even have to precise it
), you play a certain character... literally what it is
See, the stories are related to shit like love and such ; while I'm aware none of that exists I still keep on listening. It's like a drug that appeases my mind for the moment
But when I'm doing something else I'm always thinking about the stories and it's fucking unhealthy but hell now that I started I can only dig deeper and deeper, I can't help it anymore
Nothing of that is real and it makes me way sadder
Also it's even worse I'm aware at the same time that:
(1) it's pretty pathetic, completely beta (zeta maybe lol) behavior
(2) I'm enjoying the audios
Hell, my entire life is nothing but a comedy. Being an incel is truly the hardest thing to handle
Reminder about what an audio roleplay is: an audio (porn) where you are told a story (by a foid, otherwise it's giga gay of course and I shouldn't even have to precise it
), you play a certain character... literally what it isSee, the stories are related to shit like love and such ; while I'm aware none of that exists I still keep on listening. It's like a drug that appeases my mind for the moment
But when I'm doing something else I'm always thinking about the stories and it's fucking unhealthy but hell now that I started I can only dig deeper and deeper, I can't help it anymore
Nothing of that is real and it makes me way sadder
Also it's even worse I'm aware at the same time that:
(1) it's pretty pathetic, completely beta (zeta maybe lol) behavior
(2) I'm enjoying the audios
Hell, my entire life is nothing but a comedy. Being an incel is truly the hardest thing to handle
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