It's Over i think im having blackout episodes

[runtofthelitter]

i dont want to jump to conclusions like “i have D.I.D im so quirky” but there have been several instances where i’ve done things and i can’t remember for the life of me.

and my father has blackouts but when it happens to him he zones out and doesn’t move

for me its different i actually do things while i blackout like someone else is controlling my body

i have slash marks on my thighs and they have healed by now but i noticed the scars and i cant remember making them

there are other times this happened but that is the most significant one

 

[Repulsive123]

Sometimes whole days feel like blackouts tbh, i shift between daydreams and microsleeps too much tbh.

 

[runtofthelitter]

Sometimes whole days feel like blackouts tbh, i shift between daydreams and microsleeps too much tbh.

every day feels the same
i’ve lost the sense of time and have to check the dare often

 

[Karakol96]

Sometimes whole days feel like blackouts tbh, i shift between daydreams and microsleeps too much tbh.

 

[Repulsive123]

every day feels the same
i’ve lost the sense of time and have to check the dare often

It happens when you're neeting or stuck in the same routine.

 

[runtofthelitter]

It happens when you're neeting or stuck in the same routine.

pain
that is all i can say

 

[Repulsive123]

pain
that is all i can say

Feels like boiling water tbh.

 

[runtofthelitter]

Feels like boiling water tbh.

 

[Emba]

I used to drink until I blacked out.

I know the blackout ratios of many types of alcohol.

Wine takes a half gallon....

Home rum takes a cup... (8oz~500ml)

 

[runtofthelitter]

I used to drink until I blacked out.

I know the blackout ratios of many types of alcohol.

Wine takes a half gallon....

Home rum takes a cup... (8oz~500ml)

it just began for alcoholic cels

 

[Emba]

it just began for alcoholic cels

Unfortunately, the beer is so weak that its possible to drink 30 and not blackout from it... (,not cost effective);

 

[runtofthelitter]

Unfortunately, the beer is so weak that its possible to drink 30 and not blackout from it... (,not cost effective);

seems like theres not much alcohol there compared to other things then

 

[Emba]

seems like theres not much alcohol there compared to other things then

Most wine is 8-14% alcohol.

Beer is 3% - 6%

My homemade wine it 20%.

My home rum is 160% alcohol. Could use it as a fuel... But it's not great for engines...);

 

[runtofthelitter]

Most wine is 8-14% alcohol. My homemade wine it 20%.

My home rum is 160% alcohol. Could use it as a fuel... But it's not great for engines...);

holy shit

 

[Emba]

holy shit

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