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azakhan
OG failure
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- Oct 1, 2019
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I don’t have strength for this life anymore. Everything is a cope and I think my depression made a comeback cause I ldar all day. My mental health is deteriorating very quickly I keep thinking about weird stuff and I sometimes forget how to talk.
My physical health is also not good. I just don’t see a point.
I will write my finals and after that I will spend all my money on food coping and having fun. Maybe escort. Then I will probably get under a train. I live very near train tracks. Seems like a sign from god. Like it was always my destiny to end up there lying on tracks waiting for a train to finish my pathetic life.
My physical health is also not good. I just don’t see a point.
I will write my finals and after that I will spend all my money on food coping and having fun. Maybe escort. Then I will probably get under a train. I live very near train tracks. Seems like a sign from god. Like it was always my destiny to end up there lying on tracks waiting for a train to finish my pathetic life.