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Serious I think I got played at work.

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Some of you might remember me but I got a job recently, even though it is a temporary one.

Now I'm not sure if this is due to my hallucination being a schizo but please hear me out.

To start, I work at a company that is similar to a bank, my job is to look over accounts, see what the problem is and take action.

Things were going well, but the firm im at hired way too many people, at this rate, we would be finished in about a month, wayyyyy ahead of time.

Today however, I noticed something odd about the list I was given, they follow a strange pattern, in that they were incriments of 1. This lead to me working on accounts that are inactive, I noticed that this was weird so I asked the team lead what I should do, he told me to keep doing what I was doing, so I did, not knowing any better.

When I was done however, I panicked seeing that the list I was given to do changed, they were the one that actually needed help, so I wasted the entire day working on inactive accounts.

At first I thought I was going crazy, however, the same thing happened yesterday as well , when I was given additional accounts to work, they followed the same pattern, I saved it on a spreadsheet and found out that they stayed the same while the list changed.

Now im not sure if its someone covering their own ass or they want me gone, or im just going batshit without my meds.

The point is, everyone here should keep documents, screencaps, recording of doing task that would potentially ruin their work performance, I've learned this the hard way, this being my first white collar job.

Thanks for reading.
 
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Normally I'm against meds but in your case it might be better to just take them. Keep tracking everything you do though, that is smart of you.
 
yeah keep track of what your doing. dont let some chad use you to cover his ass
 
Also to add, I have hard time looking at people in the eye, my eyes sometimes are wide and I generally gives off bad vibes. Many of people there are going to go out today to drink while I sit at my cubicle rotting.

It's over, just work hard bro.
 
Also to add, I have hard time looking at people in the eye, my eyes sometimes are wide and I generally gives off bad vibes. Many of people there are going to go out today to drink while I sit at my cubicle rotting.

It's over, just work hard bro.
Yeah you're getting cucked by chad. That's the never ending theme of our incel lives: getting cucked by chad. But hey I liked your screamo dubstep song at least so there's some validation for ya.
 
I highly doubt people are trying to screw you by changing the numbers on you. If someone wanted you fired, there are much simpler and easier ways of doing it. I would say that you are likely hallucinating as you have a history of it. I recommend finding something to fix that.

I do not think anyone is trying to mess with your work. What you need to understand is that incels are not actively hated if they keep to themselves. If you are a quiet person at work, I doubt anyone even knows you exist.
 
people get creative to bully incels out of work. happened to me before, hence why I'm neet
 
The same thing happened to my friend George when he worked for an older fella named Mr Wilhelm. It turns out the old guy had early stages of Alzheimer’s and that’s why the project kept changing, it was very frustrating.
 
Speaking of work, I just received an awkward look from a coworker who saw me browsing incels.is.
 
Speaking of work, I just received an awkward look from a coworker who saw me browsing incels.is.

Low inhib af bro
I highly doubt people are trying to screw you by changing the numbers on you. If someone wanted you fired, there are much simpler and easier ways of doing it. I would say that you are likely hallucinating as you have a history of it. I recommend finding something to fix that.

I do not think anyone is trying to mess with your work. What you need to understand is that incels are not actively hated if they keep to themselves. If you are a quiet person at work, I doubt anyone even knows you exist.

I hope that this is the case, i think I should get into the habit of keeping screencaps, then I can be sure absolutely. Sometimes having something to ground me like that can deter my hallucinations.
 
speak to whoever is highest in charge, dont put yourself in a position to be exploited/ blamed for shit.

alternatively you could just quit if its a temp job.
 
speak to whoever is highest in charge, dont put yourself in a position to be exploited/ blamed for shit.

alternatively you could just quit if its a temp job.

The thing is I cant even trust that my brain hold the correct events. Even if I dont get fired I wont be there more than 2 weeks cause that when the position ends.

Regardless, I shouldn't have put myself in this position. At least I've learned something really valuable before getting a long term job.
 
Speaking of work, I just received an awkward look from a coworker who saw me browsing incels.is.
Oh oh, man you are fucked, if she know the concept of media for incels she will put your reputation in the grave, backtalk against you and make others want you gone, even if she need to invent stories about you
 
bro at a schizophrenic paranoid let me tell you it can manifest in a lot of ways.. sometimes you won't even realize you are hallucinating or having delusions because the changes are so small you dont notice them and you go along ur merry way.. you might think you look ok to ppl but you can come off as crazy by ur behavior

tell me more maybe i can help
ok after re reading it TAKE UR FUCKING MEDS. you are OK right now but the longer u go with out them THE BIGGER THE PSYCHOTIC BREAK WILL BE

PLEASE GET HELP MAN TAKE IT FROM SOMEONE WHOS BEEN THROUGH IT ALL WITH THIS SHITTY MENTAL ILLNESS
 
bro at a schizophrenic paranoid let me tell you it can manifest in a lot of ways.. sometimes you won't even realize you are hallucinating or having delusions because the changes are so small you dont notice them and you go along ur merry way.. you might think you look ok to ppl but you can come off as crazy by ur behavior

tell me more maybe i can help
ok after re reading it TAKE UR FUCKING MEDS. you are OK right now but the longer u go with out them THE BIGGER THE PSYCHOTIC BREAK WILL BE

PLEASE GET HELP MAN TAKE IT FROM SOMEONE WHOS BEEN THROUGH IT ALL WITH THIS SHITTY MENTAL ILLNESS

I know I have to get help but I have no time, my parents wont cover the bill for me cause they dont think it's real.

After this job is over, whether it end naturally or fired, I'm going to get help, sliding scale usually have a waitlist so I dont have the time to go.
 
Realized you're being played after the fact is the worst. I'd be too nervous when people would try to take advantage of me, so I wouldn't realize what was going on.
 
I know I have to get help but I have no time, my parents wont cover the bill for me cause they dont think it's real.

After this job is over, whether it end naturally or fired, I'm going to get help, sliding scale usually have a waitlist so I dont have the time to go.
try to buy some meds... or go to a state/city mental help center.. tell em its a emergency trust me dude
 
try to buy some meds... or go to a state/city mental help center.. tell em its a emergency trust me dude

That's the plan, I have a couple places that are willing to take me. I legit have no time to go though, my paycheck isnt coming until next week.

Don't worry, I'll get help ASAP but not now, have to survive under capitalism
 
That's the plan, I have a couple places that are willing to take me. I legit have no time to go though, my paycheck isnt coming until next week.

Don't worry, I'll get help ASAP but not now, have to survive under capitalism
alright man just stay safe and try to stay sane i know how shitty it can be
 
alright man just stay safe and try to stay sane i know how shitty it can be

Thanks, it's good to know there is another schizocel. Hard being ugly and mentally ill at the same time
 
Oh oh, man you are fucked, if she know the concept of media for incels she will put your reputation in the grave, backtalk against you and make others want you gone, even if she need to invent stories about you
Literally everyone at my work thinks I'm insane and retarded. Last week I told everyone that my favorite website is BLACKED.com and that I'm into small penis humiliation. I say so much fucked up stuff they literally can't keep track of it. With regard to self-sabotage, there's no point so low that I wouldn't go. Idgaf anymore. Life is literally pointless and nothing we ever do will ever matter.
 
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