wasted12years
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Nofap makes me really desperate and horny so i went out for a long walk today to cope with the abstinens. On the way home two post wall foids, late 30s i think, walked in front of me for about 600m or so. They both had winter clothing so not very arousing. One of the foids had kinda tight winter clothing though and since i'm deprived and haven't watched porn for two weeks i couldn't stop staring at her ass the whole time while walking behind them. I stopped for a while so i wouldn't be so suspicious and then i increased my walking speed again so i could keep up with them. I almost had the same dopamin feeling of watching porn.
When we were nearing a split road one of the foids looked back directly at me, i guess they heared my footsteps or something or they realized i was kinda stalkerish. I'm pretty sure i got caught in the act but the foid just smiled at me (not the ones i stared at, she didn't look back i think, or i looked another way when she looked back too) Then we took different paths on the split road. I could've continued follow them but i just felt like a cuck in a way. So nofap makes me really fucking desperate that i have to go outside and walk behind foids some days, kinda hard to find attractive foids now though since everyone has thick winter clothing. They are extremely sensitive to cold it seems. The whole experience just felt more justified and genuine in a way compared to watching porn.
When we were nearing a split road one of the foids looked back directly at me, i guess they heared my footsteps or something or they realized i was kinda stalkerish. I'm pretty sure i got caught in the act but the foid just smiled at me (not the ones i stared at, she didn't look back i think, or i looked another way when she looked back too) Then we took different paths on the split road. I could've continued follow them but i just felt like a cuck in a way. So nofap makes me really fucking desperate that i have to go outside and walk behind foids some days, kinda hard to find attractive foids now though since everyone has thick winter clothing. They are extremely sensitive to cold it seems. The whole experience just felt more justified and genuine in a way compared to watching porn.
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