It's Over I still haven't fully accepted the blackpill

[Q. H. Cooks]

I notice in many of my reactions and expectations that even after consuming huge doses of blackpill content, chadfishing experiments, lookism videos and even seeing first hand how women treat Chads (compared to guys like me, particularly), I still haven't fully accepted it's over. Logically, I did, but emotionally, I didn't.

It isn't even a bargaining phase, like a "b-b-but some ugly guys do get laid" kind of thing (they do, but there's no mutual attraction and they have to jump through a myriad of hoops to maybe get 5% of what Chad gets with 0 effort), it's just a sheer emotional misalignment, like my brain refuses to give up, forces me to still pay attention to and care about women and get mad when I notice for the millionth time that they don't give a fuck about me or that they'll do anything for a good-looking enough Chad.

Have you truly accepted it's over for you? Both logically and emotionally? If so, how do you think it happened? How long did it take?

I have been blackpilled for almost 10 years now and it seems like this pill is impossible to fully swallow and digest.

 

[grimlockcel]

You will one day

 

[grimlockcel]

You will one day

and on that same day you will become a jedi whitepiller

 

[chalk son]

For me it took being fully dead inside to accept it's emotionally over, as logically I already knew it was over. It took a shitty excuse of a life of no connections to realize I'm dead inside.

 

[MuhDigitalFootprint]

One bad day

 

[Beck]

for me it started with looks but now its everything

especially with me now busting my ass starting a business and getting very little success

i got nothing better to do tho

 

[Q. H. Cooks]

for me it started with looks but now its everything

especially with me now busting my ass starting a business and getting very little success

i got nothing better to do tho

Same. Once it really dawned on me that life is nothing but a brutal biological genetic war when you peel off all the bullshit layers of civility, sophistry, morals, religion, etc, I stopped holding anything or anyone in high regard. Just today I was trying to think about someone that I admire and there's no one. Everyone is just another piece of animated meat.

 

[Only_Perspective]

I used to when I was younger too, it took me a lot of time, energy and money wasted to see the truth. We're just hard-wired to look for hope, even where there is nothing.

 

[autisticsoy]

Once you reach a certain age and grind down by life you will accept

 

[killedmycel]

I can literally feel the BP in real time in every interaction atp

 

[Aspiegamercel]

Once you reach a certain age and grind down by life you will accept