JFL I started gymcoping today but pushed myself too hard and almost fainted

[Atavistic Autist]

As I was sitting down and about to pass out, I noticed a low-inhib curry laughing at me.

There were a lot of curries at this gym and one of them even had a curry gf. Mogs me ngl. They were not acculturated though, and still speaking Hindi, which probably explains it.

 

[rabitter]

This has happened to me. Instead of fainting I vomited.

 

[Atavistic Autist]

This has happened to me. Instead of fainting I vomited.

I felt the urge to vomit, diarrhea, and die. And then I saw a curry laughing at me, amused at my suffering -- I think the very same one I saw later with the gf, in fact.

But I'm pretty much over being embarrassed about shit like this now tbh. I've been feeling very disassociated/depersonalized lately, and things run off me like water (which, btw, I should have been drinking more of, lel).