I made a post in March about being ugly. The last few months, I've done some self reflecting and thus took a break from gaming, using Reddit and from browsing this website. I asked some close friends what they think of me and what I can do to change my thoughts on myself. I thought I was really ugly, but they told me I look just like any other average dude. I realized my flaw was my crippling social anxiety, it made me think that everyone was looking at me weirdly, like I was a freak. I got medicated, started going to therapy and now I'm working to better myself. I feel a lot easier going, I don't get heart palpitations when I speak with others and my head spins a little less. I used to be so angry and anxious all the time and now I just feel a lot less nervous about everything and the people around me. I started showering more, doing my hair and tried to get out of the house at least once a day, even if it was for something small like going to the library. Not saying it's all because of my medication, I think it's also me. I'm proud of myself. I haven't made any relationships with females yet, I'm still too bitter and somewhat nervous around them. I'm working to be a lot less anxious and self-deprecating, and I'm proud of myself for that.
I wrote this all out, not to brag, but to show that I'm getting better. If anyone wants to leave a comment, tell me how you're changing, it'd be nice to know how everyone else is doing. Don't slam me for this, I'm just genuinely happy to be improving in some ways.
I wrote this all out, not to brag, but to show that I'm getting better. If anyone wants to leave a comment, tell me how you're changing, it'd be nice to know how everyone else is doing. Don't slam me for this, I'm just genuinely happy to be improving in some ways.
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