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I don't know what triggers it, but sometimes my mind just fixates on one certain femoid that I know, and I just get a burning lust in my heart. My mind is overcome with desires to be with her, to love her, to kiss her cold and tender lips, to cuddle her and feel her body heat radiating onto me, and of course, to have slow, whispering, passionate sex under my blankets.
These feelings usually last a day or two, then I move on to my next oneitis. But not before I've taken a bunch of screenshots of her on social media, as well as actual creepshots taken with extreme concealment, and masturbated to them.
I fucking hate the fact that my brain has to not only have sexual feelings for these girls, but also feel genuine love for them, even though they're probably horrible people on the inside. How their evil minds are in a body that I have to be instinctually attracted to. How they let normies and Chads do all the shit that I desire with them and keep me starved and depressed. I can hardly describe in words how evil these stupid bitches truly are.
Hey, mom and dad, if you ever want to know why I'm so depressed and angry all the time, this is why. Fuck this shitty damned fucking life, man, FUCK IT!!!!
I'll end this before I start crying.
These feelings usually last a day or two, then I move on to my next oneitis. But not before I've taken a bunch of screenshots of her on social media, as well as actual creepshots taken with extreme concealment, and masturbated to them.
I fucking hate the fact that my brain has to not only have sexual feelings for these girls, but also feel genuine love for them, even though they're probably horrible people on the inside. How their evil minds are in a body that I have to be instinctually attracted to. How they let normies and Chads do all the shit that I desire with them and keep me starved and depressed. I can hardly describe in words how evil these stupid bitches truly are.
Hey, mom and dad, if you ever want to know why I'm so depressed and angry all the time, this is why. Fuck this shitty damned fucking life, man, FUCK IT!!!!
I'll end this before I start crying.
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