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maskcel
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Ever since I got blackpilled on race, my feelings changed a lot towards people with phenotypes different than mine. Being born and raised in a white country where you would only see white people starring in films, presenting a show ect, I felt more related to them. I think I even felt white at one point. Of course I was aware I was "less white'' since I got bullied very often for my skin color in school.
After getting blackpilled, I can relate more with the ethics in my country (middle eastern immigrants) since I look like them and they arw goinf through the same struggles as I do.
Now when I see white people, especially the ones with blonde hair and light eyes, I get overrun with feelings like jealousy and sometimes hate. I was reading a tourist magazine about Amsterdam the other day and I gave up after a minute: I couldn't stand seeing white people mogging my existence
To sum it all up, my final thoughts are: if you are ethnic, and especially an ugly one, there is nothing you can do to compensate for your race inferiority. It's really hard for me to accept.
Second point I am trying to make is that the place and way you grow up really irrelevant to your identity. Its your apperance and rqcw that defines you as a person. I fought against it, as an ethnic trying to feel like a white and I lost.
Discuss
After getting blackpilled, I can relate more with the ethics in my country (middle eastern immigrants) since I look like them and they arw goinf through the same struggles as I do.
Now when I see white people, especially the ones with blonde hair and light eyes, I get overrun with feelings like jealousy and sometimes hate. I was reading a tourist magazine about Amsterdam the other day and I gave up after a minute: I couldn't stand seeing white people mogging my existence
To sum it all up, my final thoughts are: if you are ethnic, and especially an ugly one, there is nothing you can do to compensate for your race inferiority. It's really hard for me to accept.
Second point I am trying to make is that the place and way you grow up really irrelevant to your identity. Its your apperance and rqcw that defines you as a person. I fought against it, as an ethnic trying to feel like a white and I lost.
Discuss