It's Over I should end it on my birthday

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Hopefully by then I'll have already purchased a handgun. I'm planning to wageslavemax for a while to leave a considerable sum of money for my little brother and then I'll leave this life. I don't want him to know I roped so I hope my parents just tell him I died in a car wreck or something. I don't think I'd escortmax before I rope either, it just feels so cucked, getting a BJ from some toilet who sucked 10 guys off that day already. Idk if any of u have any suggestions for shit I should do before roping, maybe I'll drugmax for a while and try a bunch of hallucinogenics.

 

[Linesnap99]

sorry you had to go through this.

 

[inceloser]

Do cocaine, meet up with someone on here, record yourself bothering people, get fart spray and spray an entire mall or club for revenge and laughs, get a shirt that says "nigxxgxxer' and put them on hangers in walmart and watch peoples reaction to it, stay at a costco overnight and see if you can survive, go on a boat ride, amusement park, do a drug you've never done before that makes you see things, try to survive in the woods for a week.
I'm sorry you're going through it man, I wish you a happy death.

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

sorry you had to go through this.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

sorry you had to go through this.

No. Ignore it.

She's inserting herself.

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Do cocaine, meet up with someone on here, record yourself bothering people, get fart spray and spray an entire mall or club for revenge and laughs, get a shirt that says "nigxxgxxer' and put them on hangers in walmart and watch peoples reaction to it, stay at a costco overnight and see if you can survive, go on a boat ride, amusement park, do a drug you've never done before that makes you see things, try to survive in the woods for a week.
I'm sorry you're going through it man, I wish you a happy death.

No, I don't want to be immortalized like that, I don't want to bother any remaining family by being associated with that either. I'll prob just do a shit ton of drugs, although the one thing on my bucket list since I was a kid was driving through Monument Valley in a convertible. I don't plan on living long enough to achieve that last one bc it'd take years.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I don't want to bother any remaining family by being associated with that either

That's her fault.

 

[inceloser]

No, I don't want to be immortalized like that, I don't want to bother any remaining family by being associated with that either. I'll prob just do a shit ton of drugs, although the one thing on my bucket list since I was a kid was driving through Monument Valley in a convertible. I don't plan on living long enough to achieve that last one bc it'd take years.

But you should, they're the reason you're suffering.

 

[Puppeter]

Please dont do this

 

[Linesnap99]

No. Ignore it.

She's inserting herself.

tbh

 

[Antifem Lord]

Life is fucked up for some of us

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

But you should, they're the reason you're suffering.

I hate normies and foids but I haven't been bullied since I was 13 tbh, although I know most of them are prob revolted by my very presence. Before I just wanted my looksmatch but now that I realize I'm way uglier than I thought, I just want to die and I hope eugenics is fully embraced so nobody has to be born with deformities like me.

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Please dont do this

 

[LeFrenchCel]

You deserve more than ending your life hanging on in your room.
You don't deserve this brocel. You don't deserve this.

 

[FuckTheFBI]

I plan to rope by 2024 through helium, but if you haven't already I say fuck a prostitute first before you rope and go raw if possible.

 

[inceloser]

Please dont do this

Why? So let him continue suffering jfl

 

[RegularManlet]

Do cocaine, meet up with someone on here, record yourself bothering people, get fart spray and spray an entire mall or club for revenge and laughs, get a shirt that says "nigxxgxxer' and put them on hangers in walmart and watch peoples reaction to it, stay at a costco overnight and see if you can survive, go on a boat ride, amusement park, do a drug you've never done before that makes you see things, try to survive in the woods for a week.
I'm sorry you're going through it man, I wish you a happy death.

Do something though these are all fantastic ideas, also I would at least try an escort or a sexual massage or something, who cares about body count at this point and you will still get to experience sex in some form before you go.

Although I will state I do not want to encourage suicide I am sorry you feel this way

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Do something though these are all fantastic ideas, also I would at least try an escort or a sexual massage or something, who cares about body count at this point and you will still get to experience sex in some form before you go.

Although I will state I do not want to encourage suicide I am sorry you feel this way

my urge to rope would go into overdrive mode immediately in that moment of post-nut clarity. I've always felt nothing but absolute disgust at myself every time I bust, the shame would increase tenfold if I fucked a prostitute. Plus it'd make me feel too much like my own dad bc he's been escortmaxxing for the past 15 years. I guess the apple really doesn't fall far from the tree.

 

[Puppeter]

Why? So let him continue suffering jfl

Yes and let normies win what good does suicide bring?

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Yes and let normies win what good does suicide bring?

I don't care what they think, I just want it to be over. What would I have to gain from living? Just out of spite for normies? That's pathetic bc nobody gives a shit really, that's just you letting them live rent free in your head 24/7 while they don't give a shit whether u live or die, your life means nothing to anyone. I've given up any infantile delusions of finding a gf, love isn't real for Christ's sake.

 

[inceloser]

Yes and let normies win what good does suicide bring?

What will the normies be winning if he dies jfl.

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

What will the normies be winning if he dies jfl.

Right? They couldn't care less, another incel loser offed himself, oh well, the world keeps going round and round. I may as well have not even lived at all bc so few people will care once I'm dead. I only hope for a better future for my brother and wish he finds happiness in life. Happiness, peace, freedom?
"For you Mason, not for me."

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

if you really wanna die learn spanish sell all your shit move to mexico and join the cartel, at least you'll have some fun before you go out

Nigga I've seen enough cartel beheadings, no thx. Plus I'm not indio enough to join prob, I can't even roll my Rs properly, no wonder all the spic kids mocked me in elementary.

 

[inceloser]

Right? They couldn't care less, another incel loser offed himself, oh well, the world keeps going round and round. I may as well have not even lived at all bc so few people will care once I'm dead. I only hope for a better future for my brother and wish he finds happiness in life. Happiness, peace, freedom?
"For you Mason, not for me."

Exactly. Mirin your love for your brother, when I think of offing myself I also think of wage slaving a at least 90k USD for him before I die.

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

I

if you're racially ambigious just claim you're a amerimutt with mexican roots. yeah you might get beheaded but if you're low inhib enough it can be video game tier living

Genuinely i think I have one of the worst phenos of all time, I don't fit anywhere in society. It was never meant to be. Always the odd man out, never had a shot anywhere tbh. On top of all my failos being mixed as an unattractive man is a death sentence. Being mixed only works out well if you're a foid (muh exotic) or if u have top tier genes like Meeks, otherwise the rest of the world sees you as a monster (apt comparison tbh). No place in any civilization for me, so I've often entertained the idea of Kazcynskimaxxing and living somewhere secluded from society. I'd love to just live in a cabin in the woods and be left alone

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Exactly. Mirin your love for your brother, when I think of offing myself I also think of wage slaving a at least 90k USD for him before I die.

I might as well find a shitty job with 12 hour shifts bc its not like I'm gonna spend any of that free time socializing.

 

[inceloser]

I might as well find a shitty job with 12 hour shifts bc its not like I'm gonna spend any of that free time socializing.

Dude, do the things I told you. Also I'm going back to America next year in July 2024 we can meet up and do those things together man. You deserve to have a lot of fun before you rope. What state are you from?

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Dude, do the things I told you. Also I'm going back to America next year in July 2024 we can meet up and do those things together man. You deserve to have a lot of fun before you rope. What state are you from?

Illinois

 

[inceloser]

Illinois

Holy fuck I'm very close to there, we can meet up man. I live in Nebraska.

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Holy fuck I'm very close to there, we can meet up man. I live in Nebraska.

Nigga u sound like a glowie

 

[inceloser]

Nigga u sound like a glowie

Jfl I'm not chill out

 

[AsiaCel]

You should let normies know your suffering before you off yourself (in non violent ways)

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

They don't care, nobody ever does. Very few decent people in this world, very few. People put up a facade of compassion for the unwanted in society, you ever see videos of like say for instance some kid with severe tourettes syndrome spazzing out and all the foids in the comments say shit like "oh I'd totally be his friend if he went to my school". No the fuck you wouldn't, you'd laugh at him and mock him if he roped. They are all evil, on a cellular level they are nothing more than malicious beings. Adam didn't eat from the tree first. No wonder every major religion holds foids in the same regard more or less.

 

[ClinicallyDeformed]

Why do you even care about your brother jfl

 

[RegularManlet]

my urge to rope would go into overdrive mode immediately in that moment of post-nut clarity. I've always felt nothing but absolute disgust at myself every time I bust, the shame would increase tenfold if I fucked a prostitute. Plus it'd make me feel too much like my own dad bc he's been escortmaxxing for the past 15 years. I guess the apple really doesn't fall far from the tree.

Oh I see, well maybe it could feel good so you don't or you could hire multiple escorts at the same time, you know best though.
Or perhaps you could pay a girl to cuddle.

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Or perhaps you could pay a girl to cuddle.

Nah man thats even worse than paying for sex

 

[RegularManlet]

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Nah man thats even worse than paying for sex

I thought maybe so but in case the idea appealed to you before you go

First I see BataviaCel probably suicide and now you

 

[Lonelyus]

No, I don't want to be immortalized like that, I don't want to bother any remaining family by being associated with that either. I'll prob just do a shit ton of drugs, although the one thing on my bucket list since I was a kid was driving through Monument Valley in a convertible. I don't plan on living long enough to achieve that last one bc it'd take years.

Bruh, Just drive bro!

 

[sultryloser]

Why? So let him continue suffering jfl

I guess even here the fear is too much. Or there is still hope in some.

I might as well find a shitty job with 12 hour shifts bc its not like I'm gonna spend any of that free time socializing.

It's a noble thing to do. Is your brother decent looking and normal? Or is he going to wind up here?

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

I thought maybe so but in case the idea appealed to you before you go

First I see BataviaCel probably suicide and now you

I won't be dead for a long time, wait until around March 2025 probably

 

[RegularManlet]

I won't be dead for a long time, wait until around March 2025 probably

Oh ok well I am 21 and it I feel worse than I did at 20. Every passing day the hope slips away, my time is up soon it feels, will I even get to experience young adult love?

 

[My Name Jeff]

depends. age?

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

I guess even here the fear is too much. Or there is still hope in some.

It's a noble thing to do. Is your brother decent looking and normal? Or is he going to wind up here?

I'm not sure, I'm scared for his future a bit tbh bc he gets bullied sometimes by the ghetto kids at his school. He's tall for his age thankfully and heightmogs pretty much every kid in his grade (3rd). He's brown tho, I'm pale and even my cunt whore mother openly said (paraphrasing but she basically said this) i racemog him bc I have more Euro admixture. I felt so angry when she said that, it just goes to show you they truly all act the same. He has friends tho for his age and has more NT interests than me, like fishing and soccer he likes a lot. I just wanna make sure he heads in the right direction before I leave

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

depends. age?

20, but over 18 and khhv still = giga over, can't kid anyone by acting like that statement isn't true. If u missed out on teen love, you missed out on life

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

Oh ok well I am 21 and it I feel worse than I did at 20. Every passing day the hope slips away, my time is up soon it feels, will I even get to experience young adult love?

I'm sorry but I don't think so, idk how you still believe in the concept of love. Romantic love isn't real, but I believe only men are capable of love. Fathers can love their children and boys can love their siblings, husbands can give their woman the world but she will never show true reciprocal love, unfortunately.

 

[My Name Jeff]

20, but over 18 and khhv still = giga over, can't kid anyone by acting like that statement isn't true. If u missed out on teen love, you missed out on life

I'm gonna be real with you up until you are 24 you still have your youth. after that i can't say you have anything to look forward too. id stay strong till you are 24 and decide then

 

[RegularManlet]

I'm sorry but I don't think so, idk how you still believe in the concept of love. Romantic love isn't real, but I believe only men are capable of love. Fathers can love their children and boys can love their siblings, husbands can give their woman the world but she will never show true reciprocal love, unfortunately.

Foids see it as more of a job than actual love sadly

 

[sultryloser]

I'm not sure, I'm scared for his future a bit tbh bc he gets bullied sometimes by the ghetto kids at his school. He's tall for his age thankfully and heightmogs pretty much every kid in his grade (3rd). He's brown tho, I'm pale and even my cunt whore mother openly said (paraphrasing but she basically said this) i racemog him bc I have more Euro admixture. I felt so angry when she said that, it just goes to show you they truly all act the same. He has friends tho for his age and has more NT interests than me, like fishing and soccer he likes a lot. I just wanna make sure he heads in the right direction before I leave

How do you plan to do that ?
You're 20 and he's much younger than that. Maybe you can stick it out to 30 and try steer him away from inceldom and sadness if it isn't his fate.
If he's tall and likes soccer, that's a good sign that things will go well for him. What your mother said about the Euro admixture is ragefuel, but it's typical of normies. It was subliminal to me before I became blackpilled, but now every time I see an instance of it, it can ruin my day

 

[RegularManlet]

idk how young your brother is but you could encourage him to go to the gym to try get ahead early, thats what you got to do in life its ruthless, perhaps you could help your brother where you can.

I know gym will not matter too much to foids but its more about mogging the competition, if he is 15 with a mogger body to rest of his classmates it can create a momentum to keep succeeding in life long after you are gone

 

[BELOW_Average_Joe]

idk how young your brother is but you could encourage him to go to the gym to try get ahead early, thats what you got to do in life its ruthless, perhaps you could help your brother where you can.

I know gym will not matter too much to foids but its more about mogging the competition, if he is 15 with a mogger body to rest of his classmates it can create a momentum to keep succeeding in life long after you are gone

He'll be turning 9 soon. I'm hesitant about roping bc I'm scared my death will stray him away from any decent path in life and he'll end up worse off