I don't think you should kill yourself period, whatever you do is up to you, I just find it funny that you are speaking as if you are trying to "avoid risk" when you plan on fucking killing yourself, its like you really haven't made up your mind yet lol
Doesn't matter what I think you should do, the outcome doesn't matter because you will just kill yourself anyways right?
Lets say you do something than lands you in a wheelchair, spinal injury that can't be fix, doesn't matter because you are going to kill yourself, so its not like you have to worry about the risk of injury or anything like that
You could also just go to the top of the highets building in your country (at least 13 floors tall) and jump off, you'll die instantly on impact, especially if you go head first
The truth is, if you really wanted to die you wouldn't waste time making threads announcing it, all that is just attention whore coping shit, you were never going to kill yourself, the kind of person that kills themselves just does it
I had a friend that killed himself, gave no signals, or warnings or announcements or nothing, just did it, because he wanted to die, and you clearly don't
yeah, right,
whore coping?
I've been in and out of many hospitals this year,
I'm already suffering like a sick dog every single day,
I wish I won't kill myself, I wish I gather enough strength to keep going,
But it's been years in absolute misery and pain,
I've seen a lot, like a lot of guys here,
I'm on an anonymous forum to speak out my mind, and I'm asking for avices on how to not end up in a hospital paralyzed and still alive,
I don't give a fuck if you don't believe me, I'm already dead inside,
I'm asking people here because I know they understand suffering,
People around me don't know I'm flirting with suicide,
and if you saw me in the street, you would probably think I'm a kind and happy guy,
Why am I even writing all this?
you want me to go speak my mind on a cucked reddit page? To a feminist psychologist?
To my parents? So they freak out and stop sleeping at night? tell me..
You're anti-announcements? I've took this forum as a personal journal, you're not okay with that?
Don't be stupid, and don't push an already suicidal garbage,
your conscience won't handle it