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Many autistic people die young. You survived?I'm almost 40 and in the same situation. I blame a lot of that on myself. I had an opportunity before the online dating thing became the primary sexual marketplace and because I am autistic I destroyed the tiny window of opportunity I had between 1995-2005 to ascend. I am so angry at myself for that. But that is another thing that is not in my control. I am disabled. You know, i wouldnt have physical health problems if I didnt try to militarymaxx to try to get foids. My situation is beyond fucked. I also tried to seamaxx. I came very close to sex in southeast asia but I couldnt get hard enough to fuck. I have prostate cancer and that completely fucked up my libido and my ability to obtain and maintain an erection. I am in 7-10 pain every day; I have to take opiate pain medicines. Before the SEA thot I had a long line of prostitutes. I blew away thousands on hookers and had the same erection difficulty. So still no penis insertion.I just had my prostate removed and now I am trying to get an implant put in. I still have all kinds of crazy urology problems. I am pretty sure I'll be dead in the next 10 years. Like, everything is going downhill so fast, I can't see myself living much longer than that. I just can't. Like i wish that finding women was my only problem in life. Like I said before if you are a sub5, or sub 3 incel, your problems are much more than just looks. Your entire genetic profile is fucked. You are going to have physical and mental problems through the board. I have autism, PTSD. My only friends are online "friends". And the last place any incel wants to be is in a mental hospital. They tried to do that shit to me, so I told them I was calling my lawyer if they didn't let me out and suing the hospital. That is pretty much the only way to escape. Mental hospitals are places where normies lock people up who they want behind bars but didn't commit any actual crimes. And thats just how it is.
