I remember experiencing this blackpill in my childhood

[Weed]

Some of you might know but majority don't that I had a best friend since age 0 and he grew up to be a chad and I grew up to be an incel.. I am remembering things and seeing the difference between us.. He would say stupid shit and everyone would laugh, he even legit farted in our female friend's face and she lold, I expected her to be mad tbh

 

[QuantumDummy]

The power of looks. You know what pisses me off? When I see the requirements for jobs saying "must have a good personality", or something to that effect. So now you can be discriminated against based on your "personality", as if personality is an actual fuckin' thing or something you could even control.

 

[FeminismsCancer]

The power of looks. You know what pisses me off? When I see the requirements for jobs saying "must have a good personality", or something to that effect. So now you can be discriminated against based on your "personality", as if personality is an actual fuckin' thing or something you could even control.

All of the requirements eliminate incels:

- Good social skills
- Excellent team-player
- Positive attitude
- Good communication skills

It's over boyos

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I had only one as a young child, and my childhood was blackpilled in more severe ways.

I spent most of my time reading encyclopedias and fanfiction. My parents were violent, and would argue often, with them either kicking me or choking me out of shame for my ASD symptoms.

Teaching Children with Hyperlexia - Nikki L. Murdick, Barbara C. Gartin, Shaila M. Rao, 2004

journals.sagepub.com

Yes. There is a reason why I am more intelligent than my Mulatto half-relatives.

When I last saw them, over four years ago, they seemed to dislike me.

"We didn't want to see you. Granny told us to help you." - They also kept whining and complaining.

My step-grandfather would take my half-cousins to get toys and restaurant food tri-weekly. McDonalds, Burger King, Popeyes, Taco Bell, Pick-N-Save, Wal-Mart stores, Meijers...When Mother and I would visit a store, they would become angry if we were shopping for more than four minutes(I offered to enter the store and "fetch" Mother out of discomfort and disgust).

The car broke down and several relatives had to pitch in to provide funds(They all relied on him for transportation). Mother was still, of course, denied transportation.

I see.

My half-relatives hit me and disrespected Mother often.

Well, my half-relatives visited Mother for food and money.

Intellau_Celistic said:

My half-aunt used to hide me whenever my half-uncle visited. I'd sit alone while relatives were enjoying themselves.

As an adolescent, I chose to sit alone at a table.

When I was a four-year-old, my parents and I lived in a duplex, where my father would hit Mother and damage the walls, resulting in holes near a wooden desk she used for sewing. I recall pouring soap in my eyes at this age to stop them from arguing.

When we moved, my father would regularly come home and argue with Mother over anything he disliked. He broke the windows in our living room as well as the windows in our kitchen, he broke a "Leopard Statue", he broke our kitchen table, he broke plates, he threw Mother's computer and clothes into the garbage bin. He'd regularly pound on Mother's room door(Used for crafts). He'd yell at Mother as he was driving her to work.

My mother, as kind as she may be, used to grab me very forcefully(By the neck, as I was fidgeting with items; I would ache from it) and repeatedly tell me "Do you hear me!?! If people see you doing that, they will think you are men-tally retar-ded!" while shaking me and shaking the item near my eyes. She would tell me how embarrassing it is to have an autistic son who fidgets with items as a form of stimulation. Other times, she would hit me. When I said, "Please don't hit me!" once, she started laughing.

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[PersonalityChad]

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

That's nice. My half-cousins would bully me for my anxious behavior. In malls, I'd wear large coats to reduce my anxiety.



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As for myself, my "weapons" are of a much different sort.

Cool. My half-cousins threw cake batter at me when I tried to aid them with a recipe, as Mother instructed.

I overheard them lying to step-grandfather.

Yes. When I was a young child, I'd get into arguments with my half-cousins due to their "favoritism". I once criticized my half-cousin after we visited my half-uncle's apartment in downtown Milwaukee. Her mother said this:

"Hey, Intellau!, Well, you know what? You can leave!"

I was licking a battery as she said it.

JFL...Mother asked me to pander to my intellectually-disabled younger half-cousin...His dyslexic Mother is too incompetent to teach him basic knowledge.

JFL...Mother asked me to pander to my intellectually-disabled younger half-cousin...His dyslexic Mother is too incompetent to teach him basic knowledge.

They were openly denigrating myself and Mother whenever I'd visit. It was never voluntary.

"Intellau's mother is a leech"

"Intellau's mother is a cow"

"Intellau's mother sits around all day doing nothing" (Except for the cooking, cleaning, spending time with her mother, buying things for her mother...)

"I'll go inside" (Intellau decided to go fetch his mother since he realized how selfish and impatient his half-relatives were)

"Intellau's mother is always sick. Maybe she should stop visiting restaurants"

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Yes...very unfortunate.

Myself(30X Whole Genome Sequencing):

Mother(Genotyping):

https://www.ahajournals.org/doi/10.1161/CIRCGEN.118.002192
Population Frequency:

Half-relatives were driven to Chicago to visit their maternal relatives. Mother took them to a theatre once. Local restaurants several times with their grandmother's money as well as Mother's. Grocery store trips. Mall trips. Their mother was given shelf/television set/bed set. Some sort of zoo ticket plan. Mother split money for groceries with them.

Played Goldfish with them, gave them painting materials, marbles, et cetera...

Ya. Cunt in the photo resembles my half-aunt, who had a young son so she could enjoy praise and attention from relatives(One-upping my younger half-cousin).

Kid is an autistic little ape:

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Joshua Robertson, the autistic little Milwaukee ape:

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Kid has dwarfism and Fragile-X. His whore Mulatta sisters are likely placing his X-ed immune system at risk by bringing home AIDS-related diseases.

Intellau_Celistic said:

My half-aunt used to hide me whenever my half-uncle visited. I'd sit alone while relatives were enjoying themselves.

As an adolescent, I chose to sit alone at a table.