2006-2011: Parents hired tutors to teach me because of my autism.
2012-2018: Started having thoughts of killing myself , mainly because being verbally bullied + being IQ mogged. At that point my grades were decent, so I used that to cope. By 2014 I thought Elliot Rodgers was too extreme because I didn;t care about losing virignity back then - only studying, only in college did I try to lose my virginity
2019-2021: Developed depression which led me to truly rot in my room and study all day, plus the exams are hard (physics) made me rot even more; discovered sanctioned suicide at age 18-19, discovered the blackpill at age 21 and realized the TRUE reason i'm struggling in life. Sadly with a lot of peers on top IQmogginig me there is sadly nothing I can change (remember I go to a top university). Talked to u/throwaway50950341 and he's basically the same shit as me.
2022: realized my true lot in life is to be a miserable STEMcel wagie or NEET forever and that 6'1'' chadlite who goes to the shittiest school in the county is far happier than me. I regret not killing myslef at age 13 because I these poeple told me junior high wasn't that stressful
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S23cDCjWLBM&t=7s
6'1'' - the quilivant to 6'3'' in western countries.
Chadlite
What mroe do I have to say?
He doesn't even NEED college to mog the average rice normie
2012-2018: Started having thoughts of killing myself , mainly because being verbally bullied + being IQ mogged. At that point my grades were decent, so I used that to cope. By 2014 I thought Elliot Rodgers was too extreme because I didn;t care about losing virignity back then - only studying, only in college did I try to lose my virginity
2019-2021: Developed depression which led me to truly rot in my room and study all day, plus the exams are hard (physics) made me rot even more; discovered sanctioned suicide at age 18-19, discovered the blackpill at age 21 and realized the TRUE reason i'm struggling in life. Sadly with a lot of peers on top IQmogginig me there is sadly nothing I can change (remember I go to a top university). Talked to u/throwaway50950341 and he's basically the same shit as me.
2022: realized my true lot in life is to be a miserable STEMcel wagie or NEET forever and that 6'1'' chadlite who goes to the shittiest school in the county is far happier than me. I regret not killing myslef at age 13 because I these poeple told me junior high wasn't that stressful
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S23cDCjWLBM&t=7s
6'1'' - the quilivant to 6'3'' in western countries.
Chadlite
What mroe do I have to say?
He doesn't even NEED college to mog the average rice normie
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