I refuse to admit it's over

[kapri]

The reason I don't rope (besides that I'm too pussy to do it) is because there has to be a way to escape this fucking hell, even if not escaping inceldom (those two having to go together is besides the point).

Why? Because walking down the street and seeing normies and foids, not being tortured by their existence and also by their environment constantly and without mercy or even any acknowledgement, makes my fucking blood boil.
My whole life I could tell just by talking to other kids/teens/adults that something is off. They are allowed to express being unhappy, or even happy. They are allowed to say no, or to ask for more. They speak up. They are not dreading the torture of what's to come, yet which is inevitable. They simply exist. They don't know how punishing life CAN be. They are free. In some round about way of being a slave to ignorance, they are free.

And the only reason they are free is because they've been given a good hand of cards, because they just rolled the dice in a good way or chose the right side of the coin toss. Worthless, stupid, ignorant, mediocre, mostly evil, greedy and heartless. They are given everything. They taking every fundamental building block of their happiness for granted, because it was granted.

I'm mostly a mentalcel for sure. Even though I'm bald and kinda ugly. I've never had anyone to care for me and those who moved in to fill that hole abused me to the point of me being almost sure I can't function in this world anymore.

Yet I refuse to admit it's over.

THERE HAS TO BE A WAY. THERE HAS TO BE A WAY. THERE HAS TO BE A WAY.

ALL OF THESE FUCKING MAGGOTS ARE ALLOWED TO BREATHE EASILY WHILE WE'VE BLED FROM THE MOMENT OF OUR CONCEPTION?!?! DRINKING OUR BLOOD EATING OUR FLESH? TAKING WALKS, VACATIONS, AND BASKING IN THE SUN? LOOKING DOWN ON US BECAUSE THE HIVEMIND SEES US AS UNFIT AFTER WE'VE BEEN RAPED OF EVERYTHING WE COULD HAVE BEEN? FUCK THAT!!!

HELL NO! It's not over, and it will not be over until I'll get what's mine no matter how much I have to bleed. There's literally nothing left to lose. I WILL find happiness. Be that trough ascending or becoming a millionaire or coping into oblivion or becoming a fucking monk. Idgaf.
I AM BETTER than any normie foid or a chad. Simply because I can bleed way more than any of them. My misery WILL be worth it.

It's not fucking fair, but I'll make that shit seem like it is.

It's absolutely not over.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

It's not over because it never began

 

[The Judge]

It's not over because it never began

 

[Moth]

Just be Delusional Theory. I suppose you've gotta cope somehow.

If you genuinely believe it isn't over for you, that's great, I envy you. Even if that's not actually the case, at least you have hope in your heart. Mine faded years ago.

 

[Smul1]

U should just accept ur a trucell there is no escape at all

 

[andrej]

It's not over because it never began

 

[kapri]

It's not over because it never began

That's kinda what I'm saying too

 

[auxcking]

Hello Cell, regenerate from this nigga

 

[kapri]

Just be Delusional Theory. I suppose you've gotta cope somehow.

If you genuinely believe it isn't over for you, that's great, I envy you. Even if that's not actually the case, at least you have hope in your heart. Mine faded years ago.

I will never admit true defeat to these fucking faggots. I can't. I just can't. I hate them too much I envy them too much. I deserve it all, all they have. They enjoy every day more than we ever did for a single millisecond. There has to be a way for me to have that. It's not over for me brocel. And it shouldn't be for you. Simply because it never began. What do we have to lose? It literally doesn't get any worse than this.

 

[auxcking]

I will never admit true defeat to these fucking faggots. I can't. I just can't. I hate them too much I envy them too much. I deserve it all, all they have. They enjoy every day more than we ever did for a single millisecond. There has to be a way for me to have that. It's not over for me brocel. And it shouldn't be for you. Simply because it never began. What do we have to lose? It literally doesn't get any worse than this.

Bro Aren't you perfect or some shit, you can't give up bro, remember how Cell returned from death after He blew up, he was one cell and regenerated stronger

NEVER GIVE UP

 

[Cuckoja]

Theres no way bro, you can try and try and it will never work. Youll only get hurt in the process. I realized that im not suicidal, except on few occasions, im just tired of living.

 

[MajorThomas666]

Call your HS oneitis

 

[kapri]

Theres no way bro, you can try and try and it will never work. Youll only get hurt in the process. I realized that im not suicidal, except on few occasions, im just tired of living.

I'm hurting every day. It's hell. I grind my teeth I breathe like I'm being fucking hunted, I have panic attacks, I'm always angry, I hardly sleep. There's nothing to look forward to. Nothing brings happiness, not even drugs. Idgaf. There's nothing, absolutely nothing left to lose. There was never anything to lose. The concept of prison is more mercyful than this shit. I'll keep it pushing until I break. It's not over because it never began. And there is hope in that. I see it clearly. One must imagine Sisyphus happy or some shit idk. If that's what gives me purpose so be it.

 

[kapri]

Call your HS oneitis

She's in another country finishing uni, fucking so many chads that when you ask her "what happened to your ex (insert name)", she asks "which one?"

 

[kapri]

Hello Cell, regenerate from this nigga

I WILL

 

[Cuckoja]

I'm hurting every day. It's hell. I grind my teeth I breathe like I'm being fucking hunted, I have panic attacks, I'm always angry, I hardly sleep. There's nothing to look forward to. Nothing brings happiness, not even drugs. Idgaf. There's nothing, absolutely nothing left to lose. There was never anything to lose. The concept of prison is more mercyful than this shit. I'll keep it pushing until I break. It's not over because it never began. And there is hope in that. I see it clearly. One must imagine Sisyphus happy or some shit idk. If that's what gives me purpose so be it.

I feel the same. All look so bleak, its worse than regular nothing, its like entire dread is heavily pressing down on me. I try to sleep and sleep hoping that the feeling will stop. It doesnt, smallest thing i see, which makes me sad, just throws me back into the agony of despair. My eyes are all swollen from crying, my skin is dried. I dont know what to do anymore. I have no will left in me.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Let time do its work and you'll truly realize it is indeed over

 

[kapri]

I feel the same. All look so bleak, its worse than regular nothing, its like entire dread is heavily pressing down on me. I try to sleep and sleep hoping that the feeling will stop. It doesnt, smallest thing i see, which makes me sad, just throws me back into the agony of despair. My eyes are all swollen from crying, my skin is dried. I dont know what to do anymore. I have no will left in me.

So fuck it. There is a freedom in that. We cannot lose anything anymore. And yet we have been taken advantage of. We deserve better man. I have no idea how the fuck we would reach it or if it's even possible, but there has to be a fucking way. I'm too angry to admit otherwise. And you should be too.

 

[Cuckoja]

So fuck it. There is a freedom in that. We cannot lose anything anymore. And yet we have been taken advantage of. We deserve better man. I have no idea how the fuck we would reach it or if it's even possible, but there has to be a fucking way. I'm too angry to admit otherwise. And you should be too.

Tbh, i can hardly imagine worse than this.

 

[kapri]

Tbh, i can hardly imagine worse than this.

Das what I'm sayin

 

[MuddyBuddy]

THERE HAS TO BE A WAY. THERE HAS TO BE A WAY. THERE HAS TO BE A WAY.

The only way is nuclear destruction and hoping you are one of the survivors. Even assuming you found a woman, you would be a cuck to the bureaucracy. you're just her dancing monkey. at any point of her choosing she would leave you because no man can compare to the bureaucracy.

 

[Subhuman0ne]

 

[Freixel]

Let's fight for a cultural change in society, fuck normis.

 

[qadeemqitaliipill]

The reason I don't rope (besides that I'm too pussy to do it) is because there has to be a way to escape this fucking hell, even if not escaping inceldom (those two having to go together is besides the point).

Why? Because walking down the street and seeing normies and foids, not being tortured by their existence and also by their environment constantly and without mercy or even any acknowledgement, makes my fucking blood boil.
My whole life I could tell just by talking to other kids/teens/adults that something is off. They are allowed to express being unhappy, or even happy. They are allowed to say no, or to ask for more. They speak up. They are not dreading the torture of what's to come, yet which is inevitable. They simply exist. They don't know how punishing life CAN be. They are free. In some round about way of being a slave to ignorance, they are free.

And the only reason they are free is because they've been given a good hand of cards, because they just rolled the dice in a good way or chose the right side of the coin toss. Worthless, stupid, ignorant, mediocre, mostly evil, greedy and heartless. They are given everything. They taking every fundamental building block of their happiness for granted, because it was granted.

I'm mostly a mentalcel for sure. Even though I'm bald and kinda ugly. I've never had anyone to care for me and those who moved in to fill that hole abused me to the point of me being almost sure I can't function in this world anymore.

Yet I refuse to admit it's over.

THERE HAS TO BE A WAY. THERE HAS TO BE A WAY. THERE HAS TO BE A WAY.

ALL OF THESE FUCKING MAGGOTS ARE ALLOWED TO BREATHE EASILY WHILE WE'VE BLED FROM THE MOMENT OF OUR CONCEPTION?!?! DRINKING OUR BLOOD EATING OUR FLESH? TAKING WALKS, VACATIONS, AND BASKING IN THE SUN? LOOKING DOWN ON US BECAUSE THE HIVEMIND SEES US AS UNFIT AFTER WE'VE BEEN RAPED OF EVERYTHING WE COULD HAVE BEEN? FUCK THAT!!!

HELL NO! It's not over, and it will not be over until I'll get what's mine no matter how much I have to bleed. There's literally nothing left to lose. I WILL find happiness. Be that trough ascending or becoming a millionaire or coping into oblivion or becoming a fucking monk. Idgaf.
I AM BETTER than any normie foid or a chad. Simply because I can bleed way more than any of them. My misery WILL be worth it.

It's not fucking fair, but I'll make that shit seem like it is.

It's absolutely not over.

dnr and ur bluepilled for this title alone

 

[Nicusor_delaBraila]

The reason I don't rope (besides that I'm too pussy to do it) is because there has to be a way to escape this fucking hell, even if not escaping inceldom (those two having to go together is besides the point).

Why? Because walking down the street and seeing normies and foids, not being tortured by their existence and also by their environment constantly and without mercy or even any acknowledgement, makes my fucking blood boil.
My whole life I could tell just by talking to other kids/teens/adults that something is off. They are allowed to express being unhappy, or even happy. They are allowed to say no, or to ask for more. They speak up. They are not dreading the torture of what's to come, yet which is inevitable. They simply exist. They don't know how punishing life CAN be. They are free. In some round about way of being a slave to ignorance, they are free.

And the only reason they are free is because they've been given a good hand of cards, because they just rolled the dice in a good way or chose the right side of the coin toss. Worthless, stupid, ignorant, mediocre, mostly evil, greedy and heartless. They are given everything. They taking every fundamental building block of their happiness for granted, because it was granted.

I'm mostly a mentalcel for sure. Even though I'm bald and kinda ugly. I've never had anyone to care for me and those who moved in to fill that hole abused me to the point of me being almost sure I can't function in this world anymore.

Yet I refuse to admit it's over.

THERE HAS TO BE A WAY. THERE HAS TO BE A WAY. THERE HAS TO BE A WAY.

ALL OF THESE FUCKING MAGGOTS ARE ALLOWED TO BREATHE EASILY WHILE WE'VE BLED FROM THE MOMENT OF OUR CONCEPTION?!?! DRINKING OUR BLOOD EATING OUR FLESH? TAKING WALKS, VACATIONS, AND BASKING IN THE SUN? LOOKING DOWN ON US BECAUSE THE HIVEMIND SEES US AS UNFIT AFTER WE'VE BEEN RAPED OF EVERYTHING WE COULD HAVE BEEN? FUCK THAT!!!

HELL NO! It's not over, and it will not be over until I'll get what's mine no matter how much I have to bleed. There's literally nothing left to lose. I WILL find happiness. Be that trough ascending or becoming a millionaire or coping into oblivion or becoming a fucking monk. Idgaf.
I AM BETTER than any normie foid or a chad. Simply because I can bleed way more than any of them. My misery WILL be worth it.

It's not fucking fair, but I'll make that shit seem like it is.

It's absolutely not over.

delusionmaxxing defo helps in a way
better than rotting at least

 

[pauseforever]

It is over. Life is unfair, after all. When you go through a shitty life and your brain brings back traumatic memories to you every day and you have zero motivation, it really takes a miracle

 

[Dr. Autismo]

It's not ovER until the incel goes ER

 

[pauseforever]

dnr and ur bluepilled for this title alone

Not really. Inkwells can have fleeting moments of hope even after they're blackpilled

 

[kapri]

dnr and ur bluepilled for this title alone

Ask me if I give a fuck. Go larp somewhere else gray faggot.

 

[kapri]

It is over. Life is unfair, after all. When you go through a shitty life and your brain brings back traumatic memories to you every day and you have zero motivation, it really takes a miracle

I agree with you up to a point. I've never enjoyed anything myself and I understand how not ever being able to just take a break from everything in the most pathological fundamental way, is a huge indicator a person simply isn't moldable anymore and is programmed to suffer constantly. I daydream, talk to myself and am haunted by everything that raped me in the past. But it's not over because it never bagan. We have nothing to lose, and we deserve to be rewarded. If we can't win so be it, but the day I admit I couldn't get my disgusting subhuman hands on the things that a normie foid or a chad was given for free, that's the day I rope. I will not lose to nepo babies.

 

[kapri]

The only way is nuclear destruction and hoping you are one of the survivors. Even assuming you found a woman, you would be a cuck to the bureaucracy. you're just her dancing monkey. at any point of her choosing she would leave you because no man can compare to the bureaucracy.

Then fuck ascending. I'll either find purpose in other ways or I'll cope into oblivion. I'll pour all of my misery into something. And God knows I have enough for everybody. If I go out I'll make sure I get something. Heroin and meth are always an option. I will not suffer eternally for nothing. I won't rot anymore I'll ravage myself, but at least I get something for it.

 

[AdolfRizzler]

It's not over because it never began

 

[AdolfRizzler]

whatever cope keeps the rope away for you brocel

 

[PolnischeKartoffel]

I can't admit too, but

whatever cope keeps the rope away for you brocel

It seems to be true, new copes have been found, so I have to get some proficiency

And sometimes play a roulette called writing to foids

 

[Adolf Kitler]

It's not over because it never began

 

[flute_snoop]

Just be Delusional Theory. I suppose you've gotta cope somehow.

If you genuinely believe it isn't over for you, that's great, I envy you. Even if that's not actually the case, at least you have hope in your heart. Mine faded years ago.

Why do you pretend to be a fed?

 

[Moth]

Why do you pretend to be a fed?

People called me a fed all the time as a greycel because of the polls I'd post. Over time as I became more accepted and respected here, they all stopped.

 

[flute_snoop]

People called me a fed all the time as a greycel because of the polls I'd post. Over time as I became more accepted and respected here, they all stopped.

Is it just to mess with people?

 

[Moth]

Is it just to mess with people?

it's not serious, I'm not an actual fed. If I was, half the forum would be in shackles.

 

[superpsycho]

Let time do its work and you'll truly realize it is indeed over

 

[HeroinNihilism]

im an ugly mentalcel too so im on psyche drugs all the time

 

[kapri]

im an ugly mentalcel too so im on psyche drugs all the time

I'm on SSRIs too, but the dose is kinda low so I still have some soul left in me to suffer

 

[Grodd]

If it's your way of coping go right ahead.

 

[kapri]

If it's your way of coping go right ahead.

One must imagine Sisyphus happy

 

[Manlet]

Based fellow delusionmaxxer

 

[HeroinNihilism]

One must imagine Sisyphus happy

what he meant is you can kill yourself if youre not

 

[qadeemqitaliipill]

Ask me if I give a fuck. Go larp somewhere else gray faggot.

u only got 628 posts u hardly stopped being gray urself u bluepilled cuck

 

[qadeemqitaliipill]

Not really. Inkwells can have fleeting moments of hope even after they're blackpilled

if you think you have a chance you arent truly blackpilled

 

[pauseforever]

if you think you have a chance you arent truly blackpilled

I'm not referring to thinking oneself having a chance. I'm referring to when you'd have a few hopeful moments when smth good happens to you, but reality would always drag you back down

 

[kapri]

u only got 628 posts u hardly stopped being gray urself u bluepilled cuck

You are 6 days here (two when you commented) and think incel buzzword purity testing is funny, and that postmaxxing means anything. Idgaf what you think and nobody does. I'm pointing out that you are GrAY because of that, but you'll learn what I mean if you stay for more than six fucking days.
This is nothing more than a larp fest for you and I hope you realise that.