BraincelsRefugee
KHHFDTV 5'7 curry truecel
★★★★★
- Joined
- Sep 30, 2019
- Posts
- 11,626
Before you criticize please read.
So I have done a lot of hateful stuff and spread a lot of hate online, day in, day out. Even messed with some women and normies in real life when the opportunity presents itself. Said all kinds of bad shit to women and normies, all sorts of creative insults trying to specifically target their insecurities and stir up outrage. It felt good in the moment, like making a difference in the world where women are showered with endless positivity. It gets you fired up. But then after a few minutes, the high of spreading hate disappears and back to solitary inceldom I go.
Thinking about this, what did I really achieve?
At best, I made those people feel bad for a day. Most likely I just inconvenienced them for a few minutes and then they went back to living their normal, happy lives. Meanwhile I am stuck in inceldom jail and every day I have to deal with being silently discriminated by women and society. Any hatred I spread was in vain, it meant nothing because I am a truecel piece of genetic trash. Nobody cares if I hate them. It was all a temporary cope to distract from the fact that I don't really matter, no different than playing video games or eating food as a temporary distraction from the hardships of incel life.
In the end, hatred made me feel worse than it did them, because every message sent, comment posted, every hateful action is just another reminder that you are a pariah in society, while the other people have the privilege of living happy and content lives where they don't need hate.
What I really want to be is an attractive Chad. I want people to voluntarily grovel at my feet. Suck up to me for no reason other than I am attractive and have inherent value. It must feel like being a god amongst mortals. Being attractive means you would have no reason to hate anybody because everyone will love you. This is infinitely better than being filled with hate as a retaliatory action.
So I have done a lot of hateful stuff and spread a lot of hate online, day in, day out. Even messed with some women and normies in real life when the opportunity presents itself. Said all kinds of bad shit to women and normies, all sorts of creative insults trying to specifically target their insecurities and stir up outrage. It felt good in the moment, like making a difference in the world where women are showered with endless positivity. It gets you fired up. But then after a few minutes, the high of spreading hate disappears and back to solitary inceldom I go.
Thinking about this, what did I really achieve?
At best, I made those people feel bad for a day. Most likely I just inconvenienced them for a few minutes and then they went back to living their normal, happy lives. Meanwhile I am stuck in inceldom jail and every day I have to deal with being silently discriminated by women and society. Any hatred I spread was in vain, it meant nothing because I am a truecel piece of genetic trash. Nobody cares if I hate them. It was all a temporary cope to distract from the fact that I don't really matter, no different than playing video games or eating food as a temporary distraction from the hardships of incel life.
In the end, hatred made me feel worse than it did them, because every message sent, comment posted, every hateful action is just another reminder that you are a pariah in society, while the other people have the privilege of living happy and content lives where they don't need hate.
What I really want to be is an attractive Chad. I want people to voluntarily grovel at my feet. Suck up to me for no reason other than I am attractive and have inherent value. It must feel like being a god amongst mortals. Being attractive means you would have no reason to hate anybody because everyone will love you. This is infinitely better than being filled with hate as a retaliatory action.