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Since mid spring, I haven’t been doing much, so in late May or early June, I got entry level part time job. I didn’t really enjoy it much. After two paychecks, I thought I’d be happier if I quit.
Unfortunately, I am not. I didn’t realize how incredibly boring my life is. Complete freedom and absolute nothing is far worse than that mediocre job.
The boredom is unbearable. It drives me insane. It is constant and sharp.
Recently I have been applying for other, similar jobs. Unfortunately, most companies do their summer hiring in May and June.
I think I’ll just have to get a short term landscaping/construction job.
I’m moving in a bit less than two months, so if I can’t get a job now, I can just get one in college.
Although it would be nice to have some more money saved up before I go and not have to work so much so I can have more time for studying or free time.
I suppose it was my choices that led me here, but my situation still feels a bit unfortunate.
I truly have nothing going on in my life for the short term future.
This has made me wonder how people can NEET AND LDAR for years on end without going crazy. I could not stand that. I can barely stand this as it is.
At least my situation is temporary, and things will change soon.
Unfortunately, I am not. I didn’t realize how incredibly boring my life is. Complete freedom and absolute nothing is far worse than that mediocre job.
The boredom is unbearable. It drives me insane. It is constant and sharp.
Recently I have been applying for other, similar jobs. Unfortunately, most companies do their summer hiring in May and June.
I think I’ll just have to get a short term landscaping/construction job.
I’m moving in a bit less than two months, so if I can’t get a job now, I can just get one in college.
Although it would be nice to have some more money saved up before I go and not have to work so much so I can have more time for studying or free time.
I suppose it was my choices that led me here, but my situation still feels a bit unfortunate.
I truly have nothing going on in my life for the short term future.
This has made me wonder how people can NEET AND LDAR for years on end without going crazy. I could not stand that. I can barely stand this as it is.
At least my situation is temporary, and things will change soon.





