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AMOR FATI
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Haven't had any alcohol in months and then before that it was also months prior to that. Its honestly a cope that you can't abuse. I personally only drink once a year for the most part and have done this for several years now. I guess I'm cashing my "pass" in for 2022 tonight. My 2021 "pass" was used in August and I guess I just feel like using it early. I don't even consider myself as someone who drinks alcohol since its only once a year sort of like a tradition that I pick the date of. Just like I don't consider myself a smoker even though I may smoke 1-2 cigarettes a year. If I ever have the chance to drink alcohol any other time of the year like offered it for instance I always deny it. Just once on my secret coping tradition. I always get blackout drunk alone in my room and feel amazing in the moment leading up to the peak of the night. I always have a bad hangover too the next day that is enough for me to only need to do it once a year. Should be fun.
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