I swear the longer I fucking work at amazon the more its like the early part of digital circus. Nothing there is sacred. Its I geuss impossible to get out weather being fired or finding a better job.
But to the entre. Theres actually this short girl like 4ft. She is actually the nerdy japanese girl steryotype but from south korea actually. And I have a mental health problem, also it wasnt like the other foids whos lives I fucked with were they would be shit people. She was actually very shy. But heres a problem. I have like this weird mental issue were I get not halusinations but forced imaginations of people being hostile to me. 90 percent of the time its somone robbing me wile a 2nd person enslaves me into labor at the same time. Thankfully these forced imaginations never caused me to cause bad shit until yesterday. Now somtimes these hostile forced imaginations can be different scenarios. Forced religion, forced to be somone Im not. On rare occasion like yesterday I would have a forced imagination of a foid falsley accusing me of rape. Again I wouldnt halucinate it, its just runs in my head without concent. And I would loose my shit and act rabbid. AKA "IVE GONE WILD!!!!!".
Unfortunatley for this poor 4ft korean foid I for some reason and on her 3rd day working here, I would have this forced imagination of her threatening to make a false rape acusation of me if I didnt give her my mansion(even though I dont own a house in real life). And I lost my shit and kicked off one of the boxes of a pallet below my knee. What I didnt know was that pallet was actually going to be assigned to the korean foid and when she saw it she became nervous about the thing collapsing. The pallet was like 6ft of food. Luckily for her it was light weight stuff above the knee. Well me acting pissed and growling (despite walking away from her) scared her and she bumped into the pallet... Now another thing to tell is before the mental episode I cut off the plastic wrap(most of the time if I move a pallet Ill be the one working on it so I remove it to make my job easy) but I cut off the plastic wrap before moving the pallet. Yeah I know not a smart idea.
Well as little miss ching chong scrammed away from me she bumped into the pallet and somehow, all the shit fell on her. It was all lightweight shit so nothing bad beside a cardboard scrape to her hand. But she looked miserable. All because I pre cut off plastic wrap and kicked off a box in a rage of a forced imagination of her threatening to falsey accuse me of rape.
Technicly I could also blame my phsycoligist because I tell him about this shit and all he deos is sit there with his pen up his ass. He deosnt even document anything. Its breack ad I type this and managment hasnt said a fucking thing to me. Good news is these attacks are extremly acute so no, your not gonna se me go ER. Like they will die off in a hour and then I feel fucking tired. Another thing to note is thebworst that these forced imaginations can do is distract me and put me out of focouse. Now I am diagnosed with ADHD and a different phsycoligist before the usless one did suspect I have PTSD. So mabe the 2 problems are mixing? IDK. If you know this shit well please help before I get in a road rage and accidently get in the wrong lane.
But to the entre. Theres actually this short girl like 4ft. She is actually the nerdy japanese girl steryotype but from south korea actually. And I have a mental health problem, also it wasnt like the other foids whos lives I fucked with were they would be shit people. She was actually very shy. But heres a problem. I have like this weird mental issue were I get not halusinations but forced imaginations of people being hostile to me. 90 percent of the time its somone robbing me wile a 2nd person enslaves me into labor at the same time. Thankfully these forced imaginations never caused me to cause bad shit until yesterday. Now somtimes these hostile forced imaginations can be different scenarios. Forced religion, forced to be somone Im not. On rare occasion like yesterday I would have a forced imagination of a foid falsley accusing me of rape. Again I wouldnt halucinate it, its just runs in my head without concent. And I would loose my shit and act rabbid. AKA "IVE GONE WILD!!!!!".
Unfortunatley for this poor 4ft korean foid I for some reason and on her 3rd day working here, I would have this forced imagination of her threatening to make a false rape acusation of me if I didnt give her my mansion(even though I dont own a house in real life). And I lost my shit and kicked off one of the boxes of a pallet below my knee. What I didnt know was that pallet was actually going to be assigned to the korean foid and when she saw it she became nervous about the thing collapsing. The pallet was like 6ft of food. Luckily for her it was light weight stuff above the knee. Well me acting pissed and growling (despite walking away from her) scared her and she bumped into the pallet... Now another thing to tell is before the mental episode I cut off the plastic wrap(most of the time if I move a pallet Ill be the one working on it so I remove it to make my job easy) but I cut off the plastic wrap before moving the pallet. Yeah I know not a smart idea.
Well as little miss ching chong scrammed away from me she bumped into the pallet and somehow, all the shit fell on her. It was all lightweight shit so nothing bad beside a cardboard scrape to her hand. But she looked miserable. All because I pre cut off plastic wrap and kicked off a box in a rage of a forced imagination of her threatening to falsey accuse me of rape.
Technicly I could also blame my phsycoligist because I tell him about this shit and all he deos is sit there with his pen up his ass. He deosnt even document anything. Its breack ad I type this and managment hasnt said a fucking thing to me. Good news is these attacks are extremly acute so no, your not gonna se me go ER. Like they will die off in a hour and then I feel fucking tired. Another thing to note is thebworst that these forced imaginations can do is distract me and put me out of focouse. Now I am diagnosed with ADHD and a different phsycoligist before the usless one did suspect I have PTSD. So mabe the 2 problems are mixing? IDK. If you know this shit well please help before I get in a road rage and accidently get in the wrong lane.
