Fuck, I can't express myself in English, or at least complex sentences, so I'm writing it in the translator 
But to the point, in the last 7-8 months I had 4 failed attempts to find a girlfriend (users like mecoja or TT know what girls I mean because they have seen their photos many times, maybe even another brother like thespanishcel also knows which ones I mean).
Generally where to start? Maybe from the very situation that was "before" 2022.
My father (at least in his youth) was HTN in terms of his face but is 172 cm manlet, mother is a classic 4/10 (and maybe even 3.5/10) with an approximate height of ... about 165 cm.
I would like to point out in advance that in Poland the average height for zoomers is about 180 cm, while I am only 173 cm, which is about 3 inches below average for you burgers.
It's hard to judge my face but the general consensus is that I'm probably 5/10 maybe 5.5/10 sometimes with better photos but I often go 4.5/10. But to the point, I'm autistic and people rejected me or I acted like they rejected me, I was very bullied at school to the point (my theory) that it made me schizophrenic (and besides, I had a fucked up life as my father tried to kill me several times knife, my mother told me to kneel or I would have been kicked out of the house when I was 13... it all happened to an autistic person like me).
Because of this, at the age of 16, I started taking medication and ... I became fat as a pig (it is worth noting that I was quite athletic until then), for years I was obese and with my autism, people disgusted me and had reasons for it, because I behaved sometimes I am very autistic.
But the year 2022 comes and I have a break from my studies, people at universities were fed up with me and I weighed about 120 kg ... I wanted to change something about myself, so I went on dean's leave and signed up for the gym ... in February I had a huge fight with my parents , my father almost killed me again and I was kicked out of the house for 2 days (my friend helped me as usual) but in August I weighed 75 kg after a lot of effort and felt great.
From October I went to a new group of people in college because I had to finish my studies and generally
I was going to be positive and I honestly thought that I would be able to find a girlfriend (although to this day I really like one beautiful girl who works in a manga shop but when she found out (he has a girlfriend and is also a lesbian), but when she found out, she sometimes ran away from me to the back of the kek store.
People started to despise me after a while and didn't respond to hello (the males too), but I'll tell you about four cases of girls in my group (I'll summarize)
When I was in the photo, I fell asleep for a moment and she poked me with her foot and smiled ... I thought I had some illusory chances with her ... and at first we got in touch, she even came to me sometimes and wrote on messenger, the problem is except that probably one transvestite (really real) turned some of the group on me because I was addressing him, not her, and now he doesn't even say hello to me, and I think he even disgusts me (he has a boyfriend, so I never had a chance ). 6/10, average height
The second is a lesbian manletka who is a really nice person but also failed because she directly said that only women turn her on, with a face of 4/10.
The third is a giraffe, about 180 cm tall or even higher ... with a pretty face but also friendly to me, she lent me her graphic tablet because mine was broken for a moment, sometimes she even talked to me, she always says hello and still isn't negative attitude towards me but sometimes it was obvious that she suspected that I liked her and she did a 'bitch face' or even 'fuck off face' once she did it to me when she saw me looking at her... it failed again
About the last one I will say that it is 5.5/10 and around my height but it failed again, although it still keeps in touch with this giraffe and manleta, the rest of the group despises me.
I will say... I forgot that I am a subhuman autistic who will never know the acceptance of society and love who felt for a moment more self-confidence. A lot of people think I'm fake because muhhh muhh blond hair and blue eyes, while in Poland it doesn't impress anyone, plus even that can be a disadvantage. First one girl is most brutal cause she was 'really' 'nice' at beggining but now she completely ignores me. It's over
@Mecoja
@Transcended Trucel
@thespanishcel
@ReconElement
@PPEcel
@AsakuraHao
@Lebensmüder
@SocialzERo
@WorthlessSlavicShit
But to the point, in the last 7-8 months I had 4 failed attempts to find a girlfriend (users like mecoja or TT know what girls I mean because they have seen their photos many times, maybe even another brother like thespanishcel also knows which ones I mean).
Generally where to start? Maybe from the very situation that was "before" 2022.
My father (at least in his youth) was HTN in terms of his face but is 172 cm manlet, mother is a classic 4/10 (and maybe even 3.5/10) with an approximate height of ... about 165 cm.
I would like to point out in advance that in Poland the average height for zoomers is about 180 cm, while I am only 173 cm, which is about 3 inches below average for you burgers.
It's hard to judge my face but the general consensus is that I'm probably 5/10 maybe 5.5/10 sometimes with better photos but I often go 4.5/10. But to the point, I'm autistic and people rejected me or I acted like they rejected me, I was very bullied at school to the point (my theory) that it made me schizophrenic (and besides, I had a fucked up life as my father tried to kill me several times knife, my mother told me to kneel or I would have been kicked out of the house when I was 13... it all happened to an autistic person like me).
Because of this, at the age of 16, I started taking medication and ... I became fat as a pig (it is worth noting that I was quite athletic until then), for years I was obese and with my autism, people disgusted me and had reasons for it, because I behaved sometimes I am very autistic.
But the year 2022 comes and I have a break from my studies, people at universities were fed up with me and I weighed about 120 kg ... I wanted to change something about myself, so I went on dean's leave and signed up for the gym ... in February I had a huge fight with my parents , my father almost killed me again and I was kicked out of the house for 2 days (my friend helped me as usual) but in August I weighed 75 kg after a lot of effort and felt great.
From October I went to a new group of people in college because I had to finish my studies and generally
I was going to be positive and I honestly thought that I would be able to find a girlfriend (although to this day I really like one beautiful girl who works in a manga shop but when she found out (he has a girlfriend and is also a lesbian), but when she found out, she sometimes ran away from me to the back of the kek store.
People started to despise me after a while and didn't respond to hello (the males too), but I'll tell you about four cases of girls in my group (I'll summarize)
When I was in the photo, I fell asleep for a moment and she poked me with her foot and smiled ... I thought I had some illusory chances with her ... and at first we got in touch, she even came to me sometimes and wrote on messenger, the problem is except that probably one transvestite (really real) turned some of the group on me because I was addressing him, not her, and now he doesn't even say hello to me, and I think he even disgusts me (he has a boyfriend, so I never had a chance ). 6/10, average height
The second is a lesbian manletka who is a really nice person but also failed because she directly said that only women turn her on, with a face of 4/10.
The third is a giraffe, about 180 cm tall or even higher ... with a pretty face but also friendly to me, she lent me her graphic tablet because mine was broken for a moment, sometimes she even talked to me, she always says hello and still isn't negative attitude towards me but sometimes it was obvious that she suspected that I liked her and she did a 'bitch face' or even 'fuck off face' once she did it to me when she saw me looking at her... it failed again
About the last one I will say that it is 5.5/10 and around my height but it failed again, although it still keeps in touch with this giraffe and manleta, the rest of the group despises me.
I will say... I forgot that I am a subhuman autistic who will never know the acceptance of society and love who felt for a moment more self-confidence. A lot of people think I'm fake because muhhh muhh blond hair and blue eyes, while in Poland it doesn't impress anyone, plus even that can be a disadvantage. First one girl is most brutal cause she was 'really' 'nice' at beggining but now she completely ignores me. It's over
@Mecoja
@Transcended Trucel
@thespanishcel
@ReconElement
@PPEcel
@AsakuraHao
@Lebensmüder
@SocialzERo
@WorthlessSlavicShit
