TheNEET
mentally crippled by sleepoverless teen years
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- Joined
- May 27, 2018
- Posts
- 12,068
this whole soyciety business is retarded, it's just a bunch of monkeys screaming at each other
if I could, I'd literally just fucking sit in my room and meditate or imagine living in a better world cos this one is shit, maybe read a book, go for a walk, get some nicer food or something
being happy is actually easy as shit, BUT it's impossible when you need to rely on the screaming monkeys to get the resources needed for survival, dealing with the monkeys is a sure way to make you a stressed mess, cos you need to cooperate with them to get your resources, utter lunacy
in other words, if it was possible to live an actual secluded life, I only need housing, basic food and obviously drugs (I mean medicaments) as needed (I'm sure living a comfy secluded lifestyle would reduce my risk of many many illnesses), I wouldn't give shit
any luxury is welcome (like I need running water and the place to be clean etc. ), obviously, but I need very little to be happy (I can give up internet and all electronics, no issue), just survive somewhat comfortably without normies around
I thought about monasteries, but they're nothing like this, you're actually around people all the time and need to listen to the boss etc. absolute bullshit (besides, I'm not religious at all, my larping capabilities are limited)
the only real way to get out of this bullshit is getting money
if I won a lottery, all my issues are cured overnight, I don't give a crap about getting friends or a gf anymore, cos I know how unrealistic that is and I'm literally a diagnosed schizoid (schizoid personality disorder, that means you kinda live in your imagination, it's not schizophrenia), so I can just imagine shit and be satisfied with that
@BlkPillPres, pls tell me how to get rich asap, I can't do this shit anymore
if I could, I'd literally just fucking sit in my room and meditate or imagine living in a better world cos this one is shit, maybe read a book, go for a walk, get some nicer food or something
being happy is actually easy as shit, BUT it's impossible when you need to rely on the screaming monkeys to get the resources needed for survival, dealing with the monkeys is a sure way to make you a stressed mess, cos you need to cooperate with them to get your resources, utter lunacy
in other words, if it was possible to live an actual secluded life, I only need housing, basic food and obviously drugs (I mean medicaments) as needed (I'm sure living a comfy secluded lifestyle would reduce my risk of many many illnesses), I wouldn't give shit
any luxury is welcome (like I need running water and the place to be clean etc. ), obviously, but I need very little to be happy (I can give up internet and all electronics, no issue), just survive somewhat comfortably without normies around
I thought about monasteries, but they're nothing like this, you're actually around people all the time and need to listen to the boss etc. absolute bullshit (besides, I'm not religious at all, my larping capabilities are limited)
the only real way to get out of this bullshit is getting money
if I won a lottery, all my issues are cured overnight, I don't give a crap about getting friends or a gf anymore, cos I know how unrealistic that is and I'm literally a diagnosed schizoid (schizoid personality disorder, that means you kinda live in your imagination, it's not schizophrenia), so I can just imagine shit and be satisfied with that
@BlkPillPres, pls tell me how to get rich asap, I can't do this shit anymore