Venting I once hated myself for being autistic.

[Cmonk]

When I was in high school I fucking hated being autistic! During my high school years I hated myself for being autistic, because it felt like people looked down on me or have pity on me some kind of bullshit like that.

I was lucky that nobody bullied me or hate me. All through high school was so fucking lonely. The only type of interaction I got was a hi or how u doin. That’s it.

Any other time I would try to talk to them, but it was short.

I was the guy who was just there, that most of everyone knew of. Sucky part I was a loner. I remember always At lunch time I would be at a table all by myself. Literally a whole fucking table to myself and everyone else were sitting with people.

Those tables were full, but I got a whole fucking table to myself. I fucking hated it. I strongly believe it was my autism, that I was lonely and nobody hardly talk to me. What made it worst I was in a special Ed class. Most of everyone knew that as well.

Because of the class I was in and my autism, I felt that I was worthless or stupid. I felt that I was less to everyone. I strongly believe that’s why people didn’t talk to me much, because of that.

It also affected my confidence. I had a couple of crushes in high school, but i pretty much knew I would be rejected because of my looks and my autism. Which made me shy.

After graduating high school I realized I am who I am and I can’t change that. I became less depressed, but still lonely.

You guys have any similar situations?

 

[Spongebozz]

Autism is a social death sentence for XY chromosome

 

[K9Otaku]

Autism is a social death sentence for XY chromosome

Autism is the future of mankind

Think about this. Autists are people whose brain devotes less power than average to the decoding of emotions and therefore has more spare power for other things. This appears clearly in Rain Man (1988). The character played by Dustin Hoffman is unable to process emotions and, as a result, is a...

incels.is

 

[Adam_was_lonley]

i have autism and pepole treat me like a child

 

[NorthernWind]

pepole treat me like a child

 

[Fallenleaves]

I was the guy who was just there, that most of everyone knew of. Sucky part I was a loner. I remember always At lunch time I would be at a table all by myself. Literally a whole fucking table to myself and everyone else were sitting with people

That's me too. I used to eat alone all the time while other tables were full of normies eating in groups.

 

[Cmonk]

Autism is a social death sentence for XY chromosome

Yep

 

[der_komische]

thats what life as an autistic man is like ur just someone to laugh at and shit on

 

[NowItsSlimeTime]

I don't know much what to say.

I agree, though.

 

[painedoverbitecel]

I hate everybody else for being neurotypical

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Autism is a social death sentence for XY chromosome

 

[Cmonk]

thats what life as an autistic man is like ur just someone to laugh at and shit on

Yep

 

[Cmonk]

That's me too. I used to eat alone all the time while other tables were full of normies eating in groups.

those times just suck for guys like us. The only thing good was the lunch, but just depends what it is other than that. Those times just suck for us.

 

[Cletus Longthing]

Us aspies are superior beings

 

[Cmonk]

Us aspies are superior beings

Yep

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Yep

Yes...denigrating us won't make you worthy of anything. You'll be denigrated until we get bored.

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

School was a never ending nightmare and 'autism' wasn't really known amongst the wider public, so I had no chance to understand what was wrong with me or why I was struggling so much. neither did my teacher know anything or show any meaningful support. nothing but lonelyness and humiliation. honestly suprised that I didn't kill myself back then. in comparison my misery is far too low key to get me to rope right now. at least now I'm not getting tortured every day 5 days a week.

 

[Serpents reign]

i have autism and pepole treat me like a child

Tell "pepole" to go suck a dick, he/she? Sounds like a douchebag/cunt bitch. What kind of name is pepole anyway? Did he get that name from pissing on a pole?

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

I hate everybody else for being neurotypical