A beautiful environment is the darkest hell if you have to experience it alone. - Elliot Rodger
Tldr at bottom.
Today I felt the true magnitude of that feeling.
After travelling for many hours, we arrived at a new town. Whitby. It was against my will to travel to this place, however out of respect for my parents I decided to tag along.
The place was quite nice ngl. Plenty of boats. Amazing views. I wish i had spent the summer building an FPV drone as this would have been a spectacular place to take it our for some amazing shots.
Crappy Image I took on beach:
(JFL THERES A COUPLE IN THE IMAGE
)
As like one of the ethnics in the entire place, I stuck out like a sore thumb (I later found some black foids with some white normie boyfriends ). Me sticking out was exacerbated by the fact that I'm subhuman.
I decided to go for a walk around the place. I had forgotten about my Inceldom; this was short lived. It's like the Universe decided I had gone 30 minutes to long without remembering how much of a P.O.S ethnic subhuman ill turn out to be.
Everywhere there was couples. Couples walking hand in hand on the beach. Couples making out in the ocean. Couples kissing under the rocks. Couples giving each other piggie backs. Couples eating ice cream together. Couples having lunch together. Everywhere I looked was just another reminder of the teen love I missed out on and what something I'll never be destined to have because of how fucked I am.
The experience started off enjoyable, but the blackpill. The bitter truth restrained any further happiness. The rest of the experience was ruined. I wanted to cry but no tears came out. I wanted to yell but I remained silent.
I wish i never took the blackpill. I wish i was never born. To live is to suffer, hence why I think at some point I will kill myself. I'm merely doing what the Universe was meant to do years ago.
Tldr:
-OP goes to place
-OP admires the place and is quite happy he went.
-OP goes for walk at place, noticing he's the only ethnic.
-OP sees couples everywhere
-OPs happiness ruined.
-OP wants to cry/yell
Tldr at bottom.
Today I felt the true magnitude of that feeling.
After travelling for many hours, we arrived at a new town. Whitby. It was against my will to travel to this place, however out of respect for my parents I decided to tag along.
The place was quite nice ngl. Plenty of boats. Amazing views. I wish i had spent the summer building an FPV drone as this would have been a spectacular place to take it our for some amazing shots.
Crappy Image I took on beach:
(JFL THERES A COUPLE IN THE IMAGE
)As like one of the ethnics in the entire place, I stuck out like a sore thumb (I later found some black foids with some white normie boyfriends
). Me sticking out was exacerbated by the fact that I'm subhuman.I decided to go for a walk around the place. I had forgotten about my Inceldom; this was short lived. It's like the Universe decided I had gone 30 minutes to long without remembering how much of a P.O.S ethnic subhuman ill turn out to be.
Everywhere there was couples. Couples walking hand in hand on the beach. Couples making out in the ocean. Couples kissing under the rocks. Couples giving each other piggie backs. Couples eating ice cream together. Couples having lunch together. Everywhere I looked was just another reminder of the teen love I missed out on and what something I'll never be destined to have because of how fucked I am.
The experience started off enjoyable, but the blackpill. The bitter truth restrained any further happiness. The rest of the experience was ruined. I wanted to cry but no tears came out. I wanted to yell but I remained silent.
I wish i never took the blackpill. I wish i was never born. To live is to suffer, hence why I think at some point I will kill myself. I'm merely doing what the Universe was meant to do years ago.
Tldr:
-OP goes to place
-OP admires the place and is quite happy he went.
-OP goes for walk at place, noticing he's the only ethnic.
-OP sees couples everywhere
-OPs happiness ruined.
-OP wants to cry/yell
