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Blackpill I never had a chance to develop any masculinity

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I never had a chance to develop masculinity. My entire adolescence was basically being put in place by others including female family members. (Bullied, punched, insulted when I stepped out of lines)
I am an incredibly submissive and shy individual because of this. It's infuriating to think about. I'm basically a beaten dog.
 
you should start listening to metal with violent lyrics
 
I've been walked on so much in life as well. My sister hated me when I was born, so as soon as I arrived in this world I was instantly met with hostility.

Now I'm just a bitter and angry person. My mood gets so low it's hard to be around others because they can feel how negative the energy is.

It gets very tiring.
 
Same, my dad was breaking me down, bullying and so on to make me weaker, so one day i woukdnt pay him back. I started learning how to cook, clean, sewing, because my mom had too strong influence on me.
 
I never had a father so i had (and still dont) no clue what being masculine is
 
I never had a father so i had (and still dont) no clue what being masculine is
Being masculine = being tall, having good bone structure, NT and being desired by foids
 
Same feeling. I am 27 years old and feel like a retarded child.
 
Wonder how much of that is just down to the general decline in testosterone. Got relatively low levels myself and also consider myself overly agreeable and timid.

Although, from my perspective most masculine men are simply obnoxious. All the constant fighting and competing and showing off. It all seems like a competition to look like a wild beast worth taming in front of the repulsive female gaze.
 
i never had a masculine figure in my life
 
I never had a chance to develop masculinity. My entire adolescence was basically being put in place by others including female family members. (Bullied, punched, insulted when I stepped out of lines)
I am an incredibly submissive and shy individual because of this. It's infuriating to think about. I'm basically a beaten dog.
Brutal life
 
No masculinity for my height
 
You still seem more masculine than me lol

Brutal Hoppipill :feelsbadman:
 
being masculine feels like a crime nowdays
 
i dont care about masculinity copes
 
I never had a chance to develop masculinity. My entire adolescence was basically being put in place by others including female family members. (Bullied, punched, insulted when I stepped out of lines)
I am an incredibly submissive and shy individual because of this. It's infuriating to think about. I'm basically a beaten dog.
I had the same experience. Recently I remembered that as a child I had a younger cousin who use to win when our uncles put up money for us to fight. I saw a video on nice guys, its a product of rejection to become submissive. I remember being humiliated and bullied during middle school and during my teenage years my sister use to put me down when I acted up from teenage mood swings. Well really anytime I said something out of line, or rejected orders of "get me this" "take me there". That combined with short stature and having a small dick has left me wanting to roll over and die, I am surprised I have made it this long, but suffering so long makes you mind apathetic to longer years of the same until its too much.
 
Even if it wasn't over from the start they made it over. Brutal.
 
I never had a chance to develop masculinity. My entire adolescence was basically being put in place by others including female family members. (Bullied, punched, insulted when I stepped out of lines)
I am an incredibly submissive and shy individual because of this. It's infuriating to think about. I'm basically a beaten dog.
yep same here all your masculinity has been sapped from you by others. And when you try and fight back when they do wrong everyone goes against you.
 
Same, my dad was breaking me down, bullying and so on to make me weaker, so one day i woukdnt pay him back. I started learning how to cook, clean, sewing, because my mom had too strong influence on me.
yep same here
 
yep same here
Growing up made me realize that not even your own family wishes you well, its opposite, theyre the first to take advantage of you and fuck you up in the process if it benefits them.
 
Growing up made me realize that not even your own family wishes you well, its opposite, theyre the first to take advantage of you and fuck you up in the process if it benefits them.
yep on one of my birthdays my parents gave me a choice to get a bicycle or telescope, I did not want either and they new it. I settle for telescope and my father bullied me into not using it and took it from my slowly.
 
I was like this too. My dad was a complete beta male who never taught me anything. Working a lot of hard manual labor jobs definitely helped me.
 
I was masculine in middle school, now I fap to cuck porn
 
My father was a Giga NT and masculine in public. But at home he was a quiet beta who allowed women of my family to fully nurture me in what I'm now, unnaturally modest and docile.
 
What they also do I have come to realize is that they set you up for failer by bluepilling you.
 
I've been walked on so much in life as well. My sister hated me when I was born, so as soon as I arrived in this world I was instantly met with hostility.

Now I'm just a bitter and angry person. My mood gets so low it's hard to be around others because they can feel how negative the energy is.

It gets very tiring.

Same. I feel like I could lash out at any given moment sometimes. I try my hardest not to be around anyone, especially society.
 
Same. I feel like I could lash out at any given moment sometimes. I try my hardest not to be around anyone, especially society.
but when you lash out you get overpowered right?
 
I used to be very timid up until adulthood. Something weird that helped me was walking around sketchy hours of the night and not looking behind you or to your side. When you reach home you have such a confidence boost that lasts.

Also, if you shy, see what you are shy about. Whether it be your physique, weight, hair, etc of what you can change.
 
MY MOTHER HAD MY MASCULINITY SURGICALLY REMOVED AT BIRTH WITH THE DEMONIC BLOOD RITE OF CIRCUMCISION
 
You are one of the most masculine posters in terms of your way to produce thoughts
 
Most metal is gynocentric unfortunately
Metal is the gayest genre. Holy shit so many fags love metal.

No masculinity for your body, since that's all masculinity is anyway. Everything else is imposed idealism getting you to conform either for stupid boot lickers who want you to be meat shields or as tax donkeys.

No amount of work, effort, development can make up for just not being man enough.
 
Metal is the gayest genre. Holy shit so many fags love metal.

No masculinity for your body, since that's all masculinity is anyway. Everything else is imposed idealism getting you to conform either for stupid boot lickers who want you to be meat shields or as tax donkeys.

No amount of work, effort, development can make up for just not being man enough.
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