Serious I need to become completely delusional

[VλREN]

Honestly I need to completely escape into a fantasy world, but I can’t. Even with my 24/7 day dreaming I don’t think it’s possible. Like it’s entirely me just rambling to myself in my head like I am talking to an audience during a livestream or something, I literally think I am nick Fuentes or Dbdr or something. I can’t imagine myself around made up people or in a made up fantasize land

Am just not like that and it would be impossible to pull it off.

Unfortunately my mind is too trapped in this shitty loop of thinking about the same ten things over and over and I’ve tried to play make believe with myself and it’s just not possible. Like during my night walks I tried to imagine Jill valentine walking with me and no matter what it just doesn’t work.

I’ve been having this nihilistic burning sensation that I don’t have the intelligence to explain.

 

[Caichan]

We are chad now

 

[Max Doltman]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJ9xGkmp8Ag

 

[Animecel2D]

Smash head on wall until schizophrenia

 

[VλREN]

Smash head on wall until schizophrenia

I’d rather just die at that point

 

[Giracel]

just rambling to myself in my head like I am talking to an audience during a livestream or something

I sometimes envision myself as a podcaster educating the masses on my views. But the content saturation of the 2020s, especially with the AI slop now, makes it impossible for new voices to break through

Often I am talking in my head, but other times I make certain discourses out loud…

 

[Giracel]

thinking about the same ten things over and over

I like thinking about the same things. There's nothing new out there anyway.

 

[luciferiancel]

That's why I love sleeping as much as possible and dreaming, it's the best cope I have despite most of my dreams being negative, when I have a positive one I feel so rejuvenated.

 

[Dead End]

Honestly I need to completely escape into a fantasy world, but I can’t. Even with my 24/7 day dreaming I don’t think it’s possible. Like it’s entirely me just rambling to myself in my head like I am talking to an audience during a livestream or something, I literally think I am nick Fuentes or Dbdr or something. I can’t imagine myself around made up people or in a made up fantasize land

Unfortunately my mind is too trapped in this shitty loop of thinking about the same ten things over and over and I’ve tried to play make believe with myself and it’s just not possible.

Holy shit your threads are extremely relatable.

 

[Tšuudi]

I wish I could live in delusion, I hate how my mind has to always remind me of reality.

 

[ColderManTruce]

We are chad now

 

[Broke Nepo Baby]

Honestly I need to completely escape into a fantasy world, but I can’t. Even with my 24/7 day dreaming I don’t think it’s possible. Like it’s entirely me just rambling to myself in my head like I am talking to an audience during a livestream or something, I literally think I am nick Fuentes or Dbdr or something. I can’t imagine myself around made up people or in a made up fantasize land

Am just not like that and it would be impossible to pull it off.

Unfortunately my mind is too trapped in this shitty loop of thinking about the same ten things over and over and I’ve tried to play make believe with myself and it’s just not possible. Like during my night walks I tried to imagine Jill valentine walking with me and no matter what it just doesn’t work.

I’ve been having this nihilistic burning sensation that I don’t have the intelligence to explain.

Don't be so hard on yourself

 

[psycho123]

That's why I love sleeping as much as possible and dreaming, it's the best cope I have despite most of my dreams being negative, when I have a positive one I feel so rejuvenated.

Sleep is the best cope, you don’t have to deal with life.