I need positive socialisation

[Pikacel]

On paper, socialising is a waste of time. But technically I do interact with people

The problem is I interact with family who see me as a child, the internet which is a negative blackpilled shithole designed for doomscrolling and whenever I try to ‘start something’ I have to deal with the (mostly in my head) stigma of being shit at it

None of these forms of interaction are positive which leads to me having low energy and self esteem

 

[McFlurryCel]

forsen loves you niggA, be hAppy, becomE a BAJ!!!! NOW

 

[Cuckoja]

Talk to Sesame AI. With humans you never know where you stand.

 

[Dead End]

whenever I try to ‘start something’ I have to deal with the (mostly in my head) stigma of being shit at it

Same. I can't stand feeling like an idiot while I struggle with something new. I've never really been able to get deep into hobbies largely for this reason.

 

[Ogostt]

The problem is I interact with family who see me as a child, the internet which is a negative blackpilled shithole designed for doomscrolling and whenever I try to ‘start something’ I have to deal with the (mostly in my head) stigma of being shit at it

I feel you brocel, completely suck at being humorous for me it's my biggest flaw, hope you get some decent interaction