Venting I need coping advice.

[Gogetacel]

Every night, I lose sleep over the fact that the two people in my life, my dad and my mom, are getting older every year, and that one day, they’ll die. Now, obviously, they’re gonna die, no way to avoid that, and I’ve come to the terms that my parents are already kind of old, so that’s fine I guess. But I’m scared of them dying for a more selfish reason. If they die, I’m gonna be all alone, forever. I just don’t think I’m prepared to deal with that yet and the thought haunts me everyday, like, what if my Dad had a heart attack and dropped dead, or my mom dies of some random ass shit she can get from eating a burger or something. I hate the fact I have thought. I hate my chud life.

 

[Gogetacel]

Boosting this because of the L moderation approval thingy.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

There's not really much you can do unfortunately

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

There's not really much you can do unfortunately

 

[Gogetacel]

There's not really much you can do unfortunately

It’s so fucking over bro.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

It’s so fucking over bro.

Yeah man, it's awful.

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

My parents are the only two lifeforms on the planet that acknowledge my existance. The only entities who actively think about me, and my needs, buying me potato chips and other sweets.

I am 30 and I still live with them. They are also getting older and sicker. I feel like time is running out.

They are the only good thing in my life and I love them. And they love me. Once they die, I will truly be alone in all the senses of the word. I will become a ghost.

I've been relying on them my entire life. They always drove me to places. They went with me to doctor appointments.

I know I will not survive without them. I will quit my awful shitty job when they both die. I only have a job so that they are proud of me for not being a neet. But there is no point otherwise. Once I quit my job, I will live off the remaining savings, then look for a painless way to rope. Probably involving sleeping pills, alcohol and gas stove.

I do not have coping advice for you, unfortunately. My parents' death is going to shatter me. You can't cope from that when you are a lonely ugly incel who everyone hates. Typically, our wife should have filled in the role of love. She would offer us affection, support and sex in time of need.

But as we are ugly men, we will never get that. Women CAN'T LOVE UGLY MEN. WOMEN ARE REPULSED BY UGLY MEN.

There is no coping for this. Our parent's death marks the end for us.

 

[Solid]

Speaking from experience, my moms death was very unexpected. She was diagnosed with stage 4 blood cancer. She only managed to live for about 2 weeks after the diagnosis. It does crush you for a long time. I think I picked up a lot of bad habits after her death. But, there's nothing you can do but grieve I suppose. Knowing that whether or not she would've died now or later, I'd still be alone at some point in my life. Only option is to accept it and be grateful for everyday you get to see her alive and well.