I need a glimmer of hope

[crew2]

I have been alive for 34 years. I have never touched a girl in 34 years due to being literally invisible to women every second of my life. I am now living back at my parents house.

Over the years I have always been able to speak to my best friend and my mother but my best friend has a gf and child now and my mother is so upset with the issue of me being invisible to women that she breaks down crying when I talk to her about it and because of this she simply doesn't want to speak about it anymore and tells me to get help.

My problem is I can't see how 'help' could possibly help. Antidepressants aren't going to solve the problem of me being physically unacceptable to women and neither are any words as I've heard them all.

I have posted pics on lookism before and they say I'm a 3/10 and deformed beyond hope etc and I've recently posted on r/incelselfies and get the usual bullshit of "I would date you", "girls are afraid to talk to you because they think you are out of their league" and "you're an 8/10" etc.

I have started tying a belt around my neck and tightening it to see what hanging would feel like. Every other method of suicide terrifies me in case it goes wrong but I'm also terrified of what comes after. I don't want to go to hell and don't believe in it but it is always in the back of my mind.

I have never hurt anyone in my life really. However when I have been drunk or angry I have called women names due to them ignoring me and showing interest in other men right past me, but that's about it. If that makes me a bad person so be it.

So basically I need a glimmer of hope to carry on. One compliment or interest or nice thing from one girl in real life is all it would take.

 

[Zesto]

The only therapy that could help me is Nipponese waifu giving me aroma therapy with her body.

 

[Deleted member 11040]

no hope it's over.

 

[Villain]

it never began for us brother, and never will

The only therapy that could help me is Nipponese waifu giving me aroma therapy with her body.

yamete

 

[anon]

You just have to live with it and if you don't want to or can't, then rope. There's not much we can do for you and things probably won't get better for you or any other sub5 male here. You're an unattractive male, probably have autism so you're fucked. You'll never have female validation, just accept it already. If you can't, rope.

One compliment or interest or nice thing from one girl in real life is all it would take

Unfortunately you can't have that as a 3/10 male. I'm sorry.

 

[crew2]

You just have to live with it and if you don't want to or can't, then rope. There's not much we can do for you and things probably won't get better for you or any other sub5 male here. You're an unattractive male, probably have autism so you're fucked. You'll never have female validation, just accept it already. If you can't, rope.

Unfortunately you can't have that as a 3/10 male. I'm sorry.

It's sad and non-incel people will scoff at what you have said but this is sadly the cold truth.

For some reason there is something about me which is completely repulsive to women. If I was attractive in the slightest there would have been one girl who had noticed me by now. I have been all over the place on holidays with my friends and travelled to other parts of the country for nights out drinking and there were women in all of these locations. The one pattern was that no one batted an eyelid at me or were disgusted no matter how ugly the girl was yet they showed interest in my friends and other men.

I am not stupid. 34 years of no girl ever looking at me and being attracted is devastating and is only down to one thing. I am still saving up for and planning further surgeries (I have had a hair transplant) which is my only goal in life but that is so much money to save up to be able to cure the obvious ugliness that I have and even as I am fixing things I will still not be good enough in the mean time. I'm very quickly realising that my hand is being forced and feel like i'm being pushed to suicide and now I realise...

I need to die.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

It's over brother. Sorry, there isn't hope unless you find a girl with an incel fetish

 

[Deleted member 12355]

Read Siege

 

[hearmeout]

So basically I need a glimmer of hope to carry on. One compliment or interest or nice thing from one girl in real life is all it would take.

Its remarkable what little validation a incel needs to keep hope, yet foids cant even do that, they would rather talk with chads than even look in our direction

 

[deepthroat]

Some girl has definitely looked at you, stop being so absolute, it's not like you have no chance, but you have to take a step forward this chance now. They won't land on you as a wasp would on a fruit, you have nothing to loose, ask someone who looks lonely and take em for a cofee.

 

[Juxtaposition6]

You fail at coping.
Try again.
Don't pedestalize pussy if you can't get it.
Good luck.

 

[IsolationHurts]

Good luck bro

 

[jerrycan dan]

a girl with an incel fetish

are you memeing here?

 

[CompleteFuckingLoser]

In terms of women, it's over

Start coping and Neeting heavily if you haven't already.

 

[RobertsonIsShe]

JFL @ an incel fetish.

 

[happiless]

 

[Deleted member 6214]

You're suffering from the age pill more than anything else.

What's your height bro?

 

[Modus Coperandi]

I will rope when I'm 30 and still incel. There is no point in living without a partner.

You have my respect for making it so far.

 

[Hoppipolla]

I will rope when I'm 30 and still incel.

But then you'll be a wizard!

And having sex is not the same thing as having a long-term partner. It's true that most people have lost their virginity by 30. However, many people in their 30s or 40s are single.


Also, I'm sorry to hear about all that, OP. I do hope you try to stay positive. I know it's hard because I'm 33 myself and things aren't exactly going great, overall.

I think I'm going to go back on OK Cupid and Plenty of Fish and wherever else and see what happens. They're not THAT bad.

I'm really curious to see what you look like though!

 

[Zielony4]

Aww man. I can relate, except you are much older than me. I am 21. You had to put up with it much more and much worse.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

are you memeing here?

Tbh

 

[crew2]

You're suffering from the age pill more than anything else.

What's your height bro?

6' 3. Makes no difference though.

But then you'll be a wizard!

And having sex is not the same thing as having a long-term partner. It's true that most people have lost their virginity by 30. However, many people in their 30s or 40s are single.


Also, I'm sorry to hear about all that, OP. I do hope you try to stay positive. I know it's hard because I'm 33 myself and things aren't exactly going great, overall.

I think I'm going to go back on OK Cupid and Plenty of Fish and wherever else and see what happens. They're not THAT bad.

I'm really curious to see what you look like though!

Thanks Hopp.

Here's a link to my incelselfies post. Get ready for virtue signalling bullshit:-

EDIT can't post coz it contains a selfie. If you go to incelselfies and search for a post called "Me. 6'3. Age 34" you will find it. I'm ginger.

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

It's over brother. Sorry, there isn't hope unless you find a girl with an incel fetish

Those exist? Tf

 

[crew2]

Aww man. I can relate, except you are much older than me. I am 21. You had to put up with it much more and much worse.

True. I was quite happy at 21 and got some interest back then to be honest. Some being the key word. Back then I was young, had a full head of hair and used tanning salons regularly.

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Those exist? Tf

No. I was being silly.

 

[caudino]

If you go to incelselfies and search for a post called "Me. 6'3. Age 34" you will find it. I'm ginger.

maybe I goofed, but I found a picture of an, at least average, but rather above average guy, who mogs me to oblivion, especially if he's 6'3