I miss the passion I used to feel

[Incel801]

Now I'm just a useless husk..blackpill destroyed my emotions. I wish I could go back to igornace of the truth of who I am.. I was never bluepilled or redpilled but used to think that getting women was just really hard and I was making mistakes...

The truth is that getting women Is the easiest thing in the world if you have the looks to do it and impossible if not. I had such passion and finesse before...I would have been a genius with girls if I wasn't disgusting but it wasn't meant to be.. I tried so hard for nothing, a giant fucking waste.

It's been a long 2 years since I execpted the truth and there is no going back.. Now I rot as a nobody and there is no other reality to escape to.

 

[Mahlo]

>blackpill destroyed my emotions.

Brutal. None of my old hobbies entertain me anymore. can't even plug in a video game without being bored out of my mind.

 

[nymph]

>blackpill destroyed my emotions.

Brutal. None of my old hobbies entertain me anymore. can't even plug in a video game without being bored out of my mind.

mahalo get on discord

 

[UBERCEL]

The racepill destroyed me

 

[TheHumanFactor]

Passon comes from sex

 

[Solitarian_Walker]

The racepill destroyed me

lel

 

[Gunslinger]

Well, you’ve hit the peak of Inceldom. I would say everyone here including myself is headed in the same direction, I’m not too lonely, yet. We’d have to wait until my internet bill expires.

 

[Deleted member 1252]

Yeah, this tbh. Swallowing the blackpill really ruins every single piece of existence. I still spend all my time coping in various guises but there is always the omnipresent ambient context of depression and pointlessness in my life.

Enjoying reading a good book?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Seeing a good film at the cinema?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Playing your favourite video game?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Going cycling on a sunny day?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Cooking a fancy meal?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Visiting family or friends?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Just got a promotion at work?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.

 

[Gunslinger]

Playing your favourite video game?

It’s favorite, fuck you, you aren’t Americancel

 

[Swagwaffle]

Black pull is a bitter pill to swallow

But well needed for some

I can tell u I am 200% focused on my career now so it has its positives .... I never been so focused lol.

I also give 2 fucks about what I wear or if my car is dirty or clean. It just simply doesn’t matter.

I feel like I’m out of my shell more . I give no fucks.

 

[L9xddddd]

The blackpill has made me more passionate instead

 

[EthnicelNL]

Now I'm just a useless husk..blackpill destroyed my emotions. I wish I could go back to igornace of the truth of who I am.. I was never bluepilled or redpilled but used to think that getting women was just really hard and I was making mistakes...

The truth is that getting women Is the easiest thing in the world if you have the looks to do it and impossible if not. I had such passion and finesse before...I would have been a genius with girls if I wasn't disgusting but it wasn't meant to be.. I tried so hard for nothing, a giant fucking waste.

It's been a long 2 years since I execpted the truth and there is no going back.. Now I rot as a nobody and there is no other reality to escape to.

Count ur blessings. Emotions are only bad for your overal mental health.

 

[Apucel]

Dude I don't think blackpill is true. Not through my observations.
Maybe a little bit online, but even my gigamanlet 5'0 guy got 7+ likes in one day.
I don't think face matters that much either, it's probably more about feeling relaxed and getting to know people irl.

 

[Jockcel]

I miss my childhood so much, compared to then I am already dead inside.

 

[Deleted member 677]

 

[Incel801]

Count ur blessings. Emotions are only bad for your overal mental health.

I guess this is true..I used to go through wild swings of hope cope and then the eventual downfall after giving it my 1000% to only fail over and over again.

I blamed it on my mental health like I was bipolar or something...no it was just the crushing depression caused by failing spectacularly with something that I attached my self worth to. What guy doesn't? You are nothing in societies eyes if you can't get a woman.

It led me to a dark place of drug addiction gambling and prostitutes to deal with the emptyness. The more I failed the more coped over and over again in a viscious cycle.

 

[EthnicelNL]

I guess this is true..I used to go through wild swings of hope cope and then the eventual downfall after giving it my 1000% to only fail over and over again.

I blamed it on my mental health like I was bipolar or something...no it was just the crushing depression caused by failing spectacularly with something that I attached my self worth to. What guy doesn't? You are nothing in societies eyes if you can't get a woman.

It led me to a dark place of drug addiction gambling and prostitutes to deal with the emptyness. The more I failed the more coped over and over again in a viscious cycle.

What are your stats bro? Whitecel?

 

[theundeadburg]

Black pull is a bitter pill to swallow

But well needed for some

I can tell u I am 200% focused on my career now so it has its positives .... I never been so focused lol.

I also give 2 fucks about what I wear or if my car is dirty or clean. It just simply doesn’t matter.

I feel like I’m out of my shell more . I give no fucks.

What's the point of focusing on your career when you know you ain't worth shit to foids?

 

[Incel801]

I'm white ginger oldcel, 2/10..

back when I had hope my cope was that I wasn't that bad looking..just a little below average.. I would see my shorter or somewhat ugly friends having success with women and would think that if they could do it I could too..

After accepting the truth of blackpill my confidence caved in and I finally admitted to myself where I stood.. in that moment of acceptance my life played back to me like a movie and all those memories of failure I had to repress in order to keep trying came flooding back... In that moment I understood the insanity of what I was doing to cope..

Now my life is boring but I don't have to deal with the awful feeling of trying and failing trying and failing..

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

going back to bluepill is always cope because u will get even more depressed, knowing that while believing in that mindset, it doesnt matter how hard u try, the blackpill will swallow the bullshit theory and show realitys true self = ( LOOKS IS EVERYTHING

 

[Deleted member 10124]

Now I'm just a useless husk..blackpill destroyed my emotions. I wish I could go back to igornace of the truth of who I am.. I was never bluepilled or redpilled but used to think that getting women was just really hard and I was making mistakes...

The truth is that getting women Is the easiest thing in the world if you have the looks to do it and impossible if not. I had such passion and finesse before...I would have been a genius with girls if I wasn't disgusting but it wasn't meant to be.. I tried so hard for nothing, a giant fucking waste.

It's been a long 2 years since I execpted the truth and there is no going back.. Now I rot as a nobody and there is no other reality to escape to.

Agreed. The is both a blessing & burden at the same time.

No motivation, procrastination, lethargy, apathy, tiredness & irritability. Cynicism & scepticism all at the same time. FML..

 

[Hunter]

PMO destroyed my emotions

 

[Figthcel]

Yea.

I am losing motivation to work or gymcel.

 

[Nemo9065]

The blackpill does this to all. At least you arent a cuck anymore

 

[ShortUglyLoserFaggot]

I'm white ginger oldcel, 2/10..

back when I had hope my cope was that I wasn't that bad looking..just a little below average.. I would see my shorter or somewhat ugly friends having success with women and would think that if they could do it I could too..

After accepting the truth of blackpill my confidence caved in and I finally admitted to myself where I stood.. in that moment of acceptance my life played back to me like a movie and all those memories of failure I had to repress in order to keep trying came flooding back... In that moment I understood the insanity of what I was doing to cope..

Now my life is boring but I don't have to deal with the awful feeling of trying and failing trying and failing..

Doubt you are a literal 2. Even I am not a 2 and people treat me like a subhuman (though i am close to 2). Get an accurate rating, then you can assess your position.

 

[Incel801]

Doubt you are a literal 2. Even I am not a 2 and people treat me like a subhuman (though i am close to 2). Get an accurate rating, then you can assess your position.

801's guide to tell if you are sub 3-

1. you have been called ugly by girls in public atleast 5x while out in public..
2. when you see a pic of yourself off gaurd you react in surprise by your uglyness.
3. overhear female coworkers say things like he has nice eyes..... but his face.
4. attend a Halloween masquerade with a full head type mask and get twerked on by multiple hotties...then they scatter when you take it off.
5. my personal fav- you are vibing really well with one of your friendzones, oneitises,or orbitees and she tells you that you might not be good looking but you are really cool like its some sort of compliment..

 

[ShortUglyLoserFaggot]

801's guide to tell if you are sub 3-

1. you have been called ugly by girls in public atleast 5x while out in public..
2. when you see a pic of yourself off gaurd you react in surprise by your uglyness.
3. overhear female coworkers say things like he has nice eyes..... but his face.
4. attend a Halloween masquerade with a full head type mask and get twerked on by multiple hotties...then they scatter when you take it off.
5. my personal fav- you are vibing really well with one of your friendzones, oneitises,or orbitees and she tells you that you might not be good looking but you are really cool like its some sort of compliment..

Just get a rating off reddit truerateme or something man. No point in self hating if you're like a 4psl or something. Then you've potential, likely. You might just be a run of the mill "ugly guy" aka low tier normie which can be fixed by minor maxing. I have seen many people who thought they were deformed just turn out to be PSL 4s and with looksmaxing become average.

 

[Moustachcel]

PMO destroyed my emotions

same I feel like a nigga from the walking dead but PMO is the only thing that I can cope with

 

[Hunter]

same I feel like a nigga from the walking dead but PMO is the only thing that I can cope with

i cant cope with PMO any longer tbh. nofap is the only way for me. i realise now that PMO has destroyed every aspect of my life mentally, socially, facially even etc for 4 years. besides i cant remember shit on PMO, i need to remember shit i read or play or watch etc to enjoy my copes more.

 

[Moustachcel]

i cant cope with PMO any longer tbh. nofap is the only way for me. i realise now that PMO has destroyed every aspect of my life mentally, socially, facially even etc for 4 years. besides i cant remember shit on PMO, i need to remember shit i read or play or watch etc to enjoy my copes more.

same. I tried nofap but i cant hold it longer than 30 days how did you do it?

 

[FunkyMonk]

>blackpill destroyed my emotions.

Brutal. None of my old hobbies entertain me anymore. can't even plug in a video game without being bored out of my mind.

I agree with this. Last year I felt like a robot, people told me their problems. I just took it all in with no emotion.

 

[Incel801]

what is PMO?

 

[Hunter]

same. I tried nofap but i cant hold it longer than 30 days how did you do it?

low sex drive + distracting yourself with copes. mainly low sex drive though. i dont even feel the urge to wack off i feel like the streaks i broke are just because i stopped caring.

 

[Moustachcel]

low sex drive + distracting yourself with copes. mainly low sex drive though. i dont even feel the urge to wack off i feel like the streaks i broke are just because i stopped caring.

I have an extremly high sex drive after 3 days without pmo I go crazy and aggressive

 

[Hunter]

I have an extremly high sex drive after 3 days without pmo I go crazy and aggressive

build up your streak slowly. go up in weeks. relapse once then go for that streak length + another week.

what is PMO?

porn, masturbation and orgasms.

 

[kernkraft]

wwwwwwww

Yeah, this tbh. Swallowing the blackpill really ruins every single piece of existence. I still spend all my time coping in various guises but there is always the omnipresent ambient context of depression and pointlessness in my life.

Enjoying reading a good book?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Seeing a good film at the cinema?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Playing your favourite video game?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Going cycling on a sunny day?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Cooking a fancy meal?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Visiting family or friends?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.
Just got a promotion at work?
Fuck you, you’re ugly.

It's really depressing how your fundamental position in life colors every positive or negative experience.

 

[ControlledInsanity]

>blackpill destroyed my emotions.

can't even plug in a video game without being bored out of my mind.

I have been struggling to even enjoy music lately. Music! This is something that is at the core of human existence. Although I cannot prove or disprove this being related in anyway to my isolation.

 

[Schizoidcel]

My dopamine receptors are fried