I miss being confident

[Incel801]

Back in my blue pill days i would go through wild ups and downs with the upswing of thinking i finally cracked the code and i was gonna start getting women.

Then the crash when my latest attempt of improvement or ideas was was crushed only to start over with a small bit of hope and a new idea on how i was gonna "make it"..this was an endless cycle of ups and downs on and on it went

This went on for many years as i am an old man now... i then became blackpilled a few years ago, this came with lots of depression and bitterness but i am no longer on that dangerous cycle of confidence and implosion that lead to horrible crashes drug use and suicide attempts at the very lowest..

but i do miss having a little confidence as there is not a shred left in me.

 

[BoltzmanOscillate]

Have confidence in your intelligence, art, or other thinga other than your ability to attract women?

 

[Ecstasy]

Have confidence in your intelligence, art, or other thinga other than your ability to attract women?

 

[Incel801]

Have confidence in your intelligence, art, or other thinga other than your ability to attract women?

Yes i guess so..not having women in my life doesnt matter as much to me but in my 20's it was so important nothing could take my mind off my failure.. i can understand young mens rage on this site..i was there when i was younger

So much rage and self hatred..i was a mess

 

[Deleted member 7573]

God I'm ain't really confident since childhood

 

[BoltzmanOscillate]

Yes i guess so..not having women in my life doesnt matter as much to me but in my 20's it was so important nothing could take my mind off my failure.. i can understand young mens rage on this site..i was there when i was younger

So much rage and self hatred..i was a mess

Im 22 right now lol. So how old are you?