Yes I miss it so much you wouldn´t believe I think about it constantly every day I am obessed with my childhood I even have a 68.4GB folder with nostalgia (many gameplay videos that´s why it takes so much space) I mostly play through old video games from my childhood or teenage years the last I completed was Max Payne 2, Jedi Knight Jedi Academy, GTA Vice City, Call of Duty United Offensive, Medal of Honor Allied Assault.
Recently I also spend several hours one night looking through all my books from kindergarten to 6th grade for nostalgia and it was such a hard reminder that these heavenly years are so far gone and I will never experience them ever again. I listen to old song from my childhood and teenage years and watch gameplay videos of games from childhood and intros from TV Shows in my nostalgia folder I also have over a hundred pictures of stuff from childhood in the 90´s/early 00´s
I have started to record vlogs where i talk about nostalgia because I miss it so much and have no friends to talk to so it gives a little relief to say it aloud. I also think about suicide as much as I do nostalgia because I desperately hope when I kill myself I will wake up as a child again back in that amazing blissful world of imaginary wonders that was my childhood back when life was Paradise On Earth back when I had so many close friends, passions, a healthy body, and all the excitement in the world.
Remember how excited we would be just to get home and watch a TV show after school e.g. Dragon Ball Z, Yugi- Oh, Beyblade, Pokemon, Batman the animated series, Zorro animated series etc. life was literally heaven on Earth I would feel so much excitement from everything playing with toys, watching a TV series or movies, playing with friends using our imagination playing with sticks, climbing trees, looking for insects etc. EVERYTHING was so exciting as a child now I can´t even feel excitement anymore I miss my childhood so much it´s insane it´s the only thing that brings me anything that even resembles happiness anymore; to remember the past.
Damn I wrote more than I though I would and I could go on but no one will probably even read it anyways so I´ll stop here. If you are anyone else want to discuss nostalgia just PM me or if you want me to make a mega nostalgia thread with all the pictures I have and some videos from tv series I will be happy to, there might be a lot that you have completely forgotten about that will make you nostalgic to see once again.
Thanks for tagging me and YES I like this thread I am so obsessed with my childhood I miss it so much I just want to go back to those happy years not stuck in this hell