AegisReflector
Greycel
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- Joined
- Jun 10, 2018
- Posts
- 81
50% - bragging
I know better than anyone how women treat a Chad and an incel, simultaneously. I will start by saying that this is something i've wanted to post here ever since i joined this forum, but it used to hurt me so much at the time that i was unable to do it. I've since surpassed that, and understand the meaning of life(or mine, at least, but feel free to ask for advice from me) and how stupid i was with all my idealization. Also want to clarify that this is not some weird kind of humble bragging, as getting pussy is completely out of my reach unless i decided to pay, trust me. I'm doing this mostly to get it off my chest and see what you guys think of the whole thing.
Long Story short: My life is basically a permanent Zyzz tinder experiment. I have a weird face. Looks very bad from the front, but prettyboy/chadlite from angular and side profile. This basically makes me attract literally every single female in the 16-28 range i come in contact with without showing my front profile, until they eventually get to stay front to front with me and completely change their behavior. Took me years to realize why things kept happening to me: girls treating me really well for no reason at all, chicks going out of their way to ask me if i had a girlfriend while looking very deeply into my eyes, pratically begging me to make a move, but then randomly stop acting like i was "fuckable" and turning cold as hell. You can imagine how taxxing it was to deal with this constant streak of ups only to be brought down everytime, especially because i already have very fluctuating emotions from my bad upbringing, and no clue what was going on. I wanted to kill myself, and had obessive, negative thoughts. Luckly the faith i've always had in the intrinsic value of our existence kept me going.
What i've learned from this is that 99% of the female admiration, affection and love you see out there is just a primal desire, and holds nothing of genuine valuable. Not even if you actually were a Chad, so you shouldn't beat yourself up about it, nor measure your own value by how successful you are with the opposite gender.
Long Story short: My life is basically a permanent Zyzz tinder experiment. I have a weird face. Looks very bad from the front, but prettyboy/chadlite from angular and side profile. This basically makes me attract literally every single female in the 16-28 range i come in contact with without showing my front profile, until they eventually get to stay front to front with me and completely change their behavior. Took me years to realize why things kept happening to me: girls treating me really well for no reason at all, chicks going out of their way to ask me if i had a girlfriend while looking very deeply into my eyes, pratically begging me to make a move, but then randomly stop acting like i was "fuckable" and turning cold as hell. You can imagine how taxxing it was to deal with this constant streak of ups only to be brought down everytime, especially because i already have very fluctuating emotions from my bad upbringing, and no clue what was going on. I wanted to kill myself, and had obessive, negative thoughts. Luckly the faith i've always had in the intrinsic value of our existence kept me going.
What i've learned from this is that 99% of the female admiration, affection and love you see out there is just a primal desire, and holds nothing of genuine valuable. Not even if you actually were a Chad, so you shouldn't beat yourself up about it, nor measure your own value by how successful you are with the opposite gender.