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I actually may have found a solution of why I have been turned out like this. I may have a frontal lobe disorder:
- Unable to multitask
- Lack of working memory
- No logic of action
- Dissociation between knowing and doing which means you cannot actually apply your knowledge to reality
- You Surrender fast to mental blockades
You may think that I am coping and that I am trying to cover up for my own imcompetence. Well, perhaps you are correct to some degree but the thing is, that it is caused by closed head injuries. Back then, when I was still a child going to elementary school, I hit myself with a crowbar right at the temble. I actually did not feel any pain. The injury grew really big and black. I do not think that this is actually normal. We never went to a physician.
At this time my grades dropped badly and I did not even really care.
There is also other stuff like:
- Less sexual desire
- Insomniac
- Lack of interest
- Lack of energy
and so on. Basically, most of the points and the combination of it, applies to my situation.
It would explain a lot though.
- Unable to multitask
- Lack of working memory
- No logic of action
- Dissociation between knowing and doing which means you cannot actually apply your knowledge to reality
- You Surrender fast to mental blockades
You may think that I am coping and that I am trying to cover up for my own imcompetence. Well, perhaps you are correct to some degree but the thing is, that it is caused by closed head injuries. Back then, when I was still a child going to elementary school, I hit myself with a crowbar right at the temble. I actually did not feel any pain. The injury grew really big and black. I do not think that this is actually normal. We never went to a physician.
At this time my grades dropped badly and I did not even really care.
There is also other stuff like:
- Less sexual desire
- Insomniac
- Lack of interest
- Lack of energy
and so on. Basically, most of the points and the combination of it, applies to my situation.
It would explain a lot though.