I might aswell throw it all away, my life is going nowhere (long rant)

[MonkeyInaT34]

The maternal simian-like primitive creature entered the kitchen, went apeshit upon seeing me, then gone on a 20 minute rant, while I (civilized human) was having coffee. First was about my performance in school, my grades are in the gutter. And I still attend class because I took a year off in middle school.

It's not my fucking fault I don't give a shit about graduating, I already know I won't have a future either way. I don't even know what's going on most of the time, because nobody fucking cares about me or want anything to do with my deformed monkey ass, if I've got work that I'm unaware of or have difficulty with, I can't get anyone to inform or assist me.

The simpleminded archaic cryptid believes that I need a college degree to work in the U.S, what it doesn't know is -you don't even need an HS degree to get work there. What I do need is the money to leave this fucking place.

Speaking of money, apparently I'm a "waste of money", the stupid bitch is unemployed, all the money comes from my father, it then goes on about how it "sacrificed many years". Shut the fuck up whore, that's expected as a parent. All this bitch ever did was neglect and abuse me, spend child support money on alcohol, then do the bare minimum sending me to classes.

It also exclaimed "dond blame me if u no have future", yeah? who's the strange brainless organism that didn't save any money to send me to college or to leave the country? All these years that my father spent overpaying child support (4x the required amount) and it didn't save shit, it wants me to do everything myself.

I'm 18 and I still have no fucking direction in life, and with certainty I won't. I'm done, I'm going to either find an alternative or drop out, and I might press charges on that primate for all the years of abuse. I don't know what I'm going to do next, fuck my life more than any other.

 

[SupremeFroggy]

I'm 18

Joined: Sep 22, 2024

kids.is

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

kids.is

I expected this reply

 

[elltom]

its a good structured rant.

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

its a good structured rant.

Yeah, I try, but people like the faggot above only pay attention to small trivial details, like my age for example.

I'm gonna last longer than these soytards, I'm genuinely deformed and I've already proved it, some of these users are so fucking ignorant, not that many of them know what it's like to be deformed, let alone be me, I have a terrible fucking life, but I still get through.

 

[elltom]

Yeah, I try, but people like the faggot above only pay attention to small trivial details, like my age for example.

I'm gonna last longer than these soytards, I'm genuinely deformed and I've already proved it, some of these users are so fucking ignorant, not that many of them know what it's like to be deformed, let alone be me, I have a terrible fucking life, but I still get through.

True. We still have to hold together as incels.

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

True. We still have to hold together as incels.

I'd agree but it's not easy because of our differences, even though all of us hold the title of incel here (some aren't) we don't all like eachother.

 

[Cuckoja]

I'd agree but it's not easy because of our differences, even though all of us hold the title of incel here (some aren't) we don't all like eachother.

I dont dislike anyone unless actively provoking me.

 

[Cuckoja]

They make kids, then complain for doing 30% of parents work. Mine were the same. Always overproaching something. They were the root of my entire misery.

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

They make kids, then complain for doing 30% of parents work. Mine were the same. Always overproaching something. They were the root of my entire misery.

My birthgiver never wanted a child, she did it to get money out of my sexpat pensioner father, then used the child support money to fuel her alcoholism and spend on her own wants, neglecting my needs.

 

[Cuckoja]

My birthgiver never wanted a child, she did it to get money out of my sexpat pensioner father, then used the child support money to fuel her alcoholism and spend on her own wants, neglecting my needs.

Mother of the year

 

[MiSKiRaT]

They make kids, then complain for doing 30% of parents work. Mine were the same. Always overproaching something. They were the root of my entire misery.

same here my piece of shit parents made me into a stuttering mumbling sperg, my dad thought it would "toughen" me up if he over pressured me into doing school work now I failed all my classes in college and whenever I try to hold up a sentence I keep stuttering and quitting half the time because I'm used to my parents cutting me off every time I try to say something

all thanks to my fucking parents

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

same here my piece of shit parents made me into a stuttering mumbling sperg, my dad thought it would "toughen" me up if he over pressured me into doing school work now I failed all my classes in college and whenever I try to hold up a sentence I keep stuttering and quitting half the time because I'm used to my parents cutting me off every time I try to say something

all thanks to my fucking parents

I'll raise a glass to that, my birthgiver berates me all the time for my class performance, she asked me yesterday "why you are retarded? You are better off dead" (rough translation from monkey to English)

But I just don't give a shit about school, I can't find even a fart to give, which is why my grades made it to the potter's field before I did.

 

[MiSKiRaT]

I'll raise a glass to that, my birthgiver berates me all the time for my class performance, she asked me yesterday "why you are retarded? You are better off dead" (rough translation from monkey to English)

But I just don't give a shit about school, I can't find even a fart to give, which is why my grades made it to the potter's field before I did.

I really hated school I'm so glad I'm never going there ever again

 

[SupremeFroggy]

Yeah, I try, but people like the faggot above only pay attention to small trivial details, like my age for example.

It was just a reminder that you weren't supposed to sign up back then.

Forum accepts only those who are 18+

 

[Cuckoja]

same here my piece of shit parents made me into a stuttering mumbling sperg, my dad thought it would "toughen" me up if he over pressured me into doing school work now I failed all my classes in college and whenever I try to hold up a sentence I keep stuttering and quitting half the time because I'm used to my parents cutting me off every time I try to say something

all thanks to my fucking parents

Mine were emotionally immature selfish monsters

 

[xstermin]

sexpat pensioner father

Is ur mom asian by chance?

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

Is ur mom asian by chance?

She's a SEA monkey

 

[TooSomething]

Kids.is

Where the fuck is your father?

 

[VanGobbel]

kids.is

 

[VanGobbel]

Kids.is

Where the fuck is your father?

i think his mom is the ugly one of his parents who also gave OP his shitty jeans. Pops is (semi)chad living his life with some younger thing and doesn't even want to think about the existence of that desperate alcoholic cunt of an ex and the mistake they made together.

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

Kids.is

Where the fuck is your father?

He's out of the picture, my birthgiver didn't like him so she left and took me, then had my father pay child support. well she doesn't like anyone, she's had multiple boyfriends.

Also have some decency bud, I'm tired of explaining that my age is irrelevant because I'm literally deformed, and I don't like being reminded of that.

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

i think his mom is the ugly one of his parents who also gave OP his shitty jeans. Pops is (semi)chad living his life with some younger thing and doesn't even want to think about the existence of that desperate alcoholic cunt of an ex and the mistake they made together.

You're correct, but I'll make a few things clear. My father was past his prime and wasn't able to find another partner due to his age, so migrated to SEA and took advantage of his financial status to marry someone very young and have a child.

The younger thing in question was in it for the money, she didn't want a child, but had one anyways, then left my father and had him pay child support. Essentially, I exist only because some greedy monkey wanted money.

 

[TooSomething]

He's out of the picture, my birthgiver didn't like him so she left and took me, then had my father pay child support. well she doesn't like anyone, she's had multiple boyfriends.

Also have some decency bud, I'm tired of explaining that my age is irrelevant because I'm literally deformed, and I don't like being reminded of that.

You joined as a kid. Should be banned. Kids.is gets confirmed once a day at this point.

 

[VanGobbel]

You're correct, but I'll make a few things clear. My father was past his prime and wasn't able to find another partner due to his age, so migrated to SEA and took advantage of his financial status to marry someone very young and have a child.

The younger thing in question was in it for the money, she didn't want a child, but had one anyways, then left my father and had him pay child support. Essentially, I exist only because some greedy monkey wanted money.

so you're basically the product of a passportunc and a desperate filipino monkey trying to pass as human female? (no flame intended bro)

RIP i think we are going to see many much more of your kind in the coming years.

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

You joined as a kid. Should be banned. Kids.is gets confirmed once a day at this point.

That's true, and mods were aware of that so they suspended my account, but I stayed despite this and eventually I was unbanned once I was 18.

Most users would've just left and never come back, but I stayed, why? Because I have nowhere to fucking go, in the end it doesn't matter, I'll never have a social life because I'm a deformed manlet.

You don't know shit, uggo mongo had a batch of youngcels in containment with over 20 users, and I was the only one who remained and stayed on this forum until I was unbanned, and I'll likely never leave.

If you don't fucking like me just admit it and stop being a pussy, at the end of the day I'll still be a part of this community and you can't change that, the same way I can't change any of my circumstances.

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

so you're basically the product of a passportunc and a desperate filipino monkey trying to pass as human female? (no flame intended bro)

RIP i think we are going to see many much more of your kind in the coming years.

No worries, and you're correct, I'm surprised that my father somehow impregnated a primate.

Also it's likely but not every HAPA mutt turns out to be subhuman, there's a large HAPA population in the Philippines and they usually integrate well. I just got unlucky and was born with several deformities, then became a manlet.

 

[VanGobbel]

No worries, and you're correct, I'm surprised that my father somehow impregnated a primate.

Also it's likely but not every HAPA mutt turns out to be subhuman, there's a large HAPA population in the Philippines and they usually integrate well. I just got unlucky and was born with several deformities, then became a manlet.

Dang..so do you live in a western country now? I would think as hapa you have more chance of normality in SEA than in west (or is it that over?)

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

Dang..so do you live in a western country now? I would think as hapa you have more chance of normality in SEA than in west (or is it that over?)

I currently live in the Philippines, I never got the chance to leave the country because my parents separated when I was only a year old.

And it's very over, the average Filipino mogs me both in height and obviously in face since I'm deformed. There's another user here called animecel2D, he's also a HAPA, but he lived in Australia for all of his life, he visited the Philippines once and had no chance with anyone.

And he mogs me, he is still obviously unattractive, just not deformed. How much less chance do I have if even he didn't have any? I'm literally a permavirgin

 

[VanGobbel]

I currently live in the Philippines, I never got the chance to leave the country because my parents separated when I was only a year old.

And it's very over, the average Filipino mogs me both in height and obviously in face since I'm deformed. There's another user here called animecel2D, he's also a HAPA, but he lived in Australia for all of his life, he visited the Philippines once and had no chance with anyone.

And he mogs me, he is still obviously unattractive, just not deformed. How much less chance do I have if even he didn't have any? I'm literally a permavirgin

That's harsh ngl. Do you get excluded for being hapa or just on looks alone?

 

[MonkeyInaT34]

That's harsh ngl. Do you get excluded for being hapa or just on looks alone?

HAPAs don't usually get excluded but it's normal for Filipinos to not get along with HAPAs because they're seen as a minority and racism is a big factor here. Other less common reasons include language barrier and xenophobia.

HAPAs usually have their own social circles, but I was never involved in these due to my appearance, so for most of my life I was isolated, I can only recall a few good people who talked to me because they knew I was lonely and no one else would, but those people are rare.