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Blackpill I´m way too bitter and jaded. Even if I got a stacy gf I´d be way too depressed to enjoy anything.

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Women have ruined my life and stolen my youth from me.

I`m completely dead on the inside and everyday is worse than the last one.

It´s over.
 
It is.
One day if you get lucky, you'll never forget when you were poor.
 
Not only women...
 
if I had a single girl show interest my motivation would skyrocket
 
its almost impossible to be normal at this state.
 
Long term inceldom, especially when you miss out on young love, does irreparable damage to the psyche.
 
Yeah, after a certain age there's almost no way to not be bitter about everything you missed out on. You'll essentially be experiencing love for the first time with a girl who's already experienced it several times. Not exactly an even playing field.
 
Long term inceldom, especially when you miss out on young love, does irreparable damage to the psyche.

this. Deep down, the bitterness of all these years of suffering is still grounded into you.

It's probably even worse if you ascended by statusmaxxing because you know bitches are only with for what you have and you represent.
 
I don't want a stacy I want my looksmatch
 
Women have ruined my life and stolen my youth from me.

I`m completely dead on the inside and everyday is worse than the last one.

It´s over.

i wouldn't be happy with stacy that burns a lot of your time and forces you to socialize a fuckton and reminds you of her sexual experience all the time

i would be happy with a nice quiet girl even if she's had 2-3 sex partners
 
Women have ruined my life and stolen my youth from me.

I`m completely dead on the inside and everyday is worse than the last one.

It´s over.

I feel your pain.

Every my interaction with a normie is a fake show. Fake face and words.

If I would try to approach a foid, I cant be serious about it anyway. Maybe to get sex. But a relationship? After all of this? After the world has collapsed for me?

Every day I am wondering what to do with myself.

I might respect a girl with mental issues of similar severity as mine.
 
I feel your pain.

Every my interaction with a normie is a fake show. Fake face and words.

If I would try to approach a foid, I cant be serious about it anyway. Maybe to get sex. But a relationship? After all of this? After the world has collapsed for me?

Every day I am wondering what to do with myself.

I might respect a girl with mental issues of similar severity as mine.
Everytime I see an attractive female outside I feel such an insane amount of rage and anger. They´ve denied me happiness all my life. I fantasize about slitting their throats.

I wished I never cold approached women because now I know without a shadow of a doubt that I´m physically unattractive to them and thus have zero worth in this society. Even if I get a girl I will just see her as a parasitic leech who is only with me for money/status and not because she is attracted to me.

Honestly, why bother continuing to live. It´s a lose lose situation tbh.

And I used to be such a happy kid.
 
Precisely.

The biggest cope is that a girlfriend will bring you happiness. You are not even close to being blackpilled if you have such thoughts.
 
What makes me feel especially terrible is that even if any of us do get a woman, it's because we statusmaxed or we fell upon a ton of cash. Even if any of us do get a woman, they will never actually love us. They'll love what we have.
 
You described relationship.
It's only a business transaction. You provide something for them. Of course it also works the other way.
Only teenage love is pure. If you missed that, you're doomed. Even iif you catch a late teen, it would be different, not the same.
 
I resent women for ruining me too. A slight interest from my looksmatch in hs would have made a huge difference in my personality. I wouldn’t hate women, I wouldn’t have turned into this cynical bitter person who is hopeless to ever have any successful relationship with women. They turned me into this person with probably several personality disorders which will handicap me in rest of my life. And for what? Why women were so distant for me? All because I am not a Chad, but a turboautist.
 
I resent women for ruining me too. A slight interest from my looksmatch in hs would have made a huge difference in my personality. I wouldn’t hate women, I wouldn’t have turned into this cynical bitter person who is hopeless to ever have any successful relationship with women. They turned me into this person with probably several personality disorders which will handicap me in rest of my life. And for what? Why women were so distant for me? All because I am not a Chad, but a turboautist.
30 years ago we would´ve all had looksmatched gfs who treated us like a king.
 
30 years ago we would´ve all had looksmatched gfs who treated us like a king.
It’s very hard to imagine such a thing after what I’ve been through. From what I’ve experienced women are very condescending towards men. I’ve been in subtle ways belittled by women, treated like I am some kind of alien. It would be really nice if I had a gf who is modest and nice. It is no longer relevant though, I am too far deep now.
 
go to asia, claim you're 24, lie about everything, and fuck as many asians as you can. cheat on them all.
 
Im such a genetic shit that even i fucked whole Victoria Secret line up i would still be suicidal
 
and you failed? or what?
no, I had to move back.

I also don´t want to live in a 3rd world shithole with no job for the rest of my life.

If I can´t get a wife from EE I will definitely get a girl from the Phillippines though as a last resort.
 
no, I had to move back.

I also don´t want to live in a 3rd world shithole with no job for the rest of my life.

If I can´t get a wife from EE I will definitely get a girl from the Phillippines though as a last resort.

clearly you've never been to bangkok. it makes NYC look like a shithole.
 
Women have ruined my life and stolen my youth from me.

I`m completely dead on the inside and everyday is worse than the last one.

It´s over.

Completely agree. Sad to say but that's exactly how I feel.
 
Lol at you thinking you will somehow wake up one day and get a Stacy from being a zero
 
Precisely.

The biggest cope is that a girlfriend will bring you happiness. You are not even close to being blackpilled if you have such thoughts.
Fact: the damage is irrevers.

It’s like torturing someone for 25 years and then giving them a happy life and expecting them to live normally.
 
strong feels.
You described relationship.
It's only a business transaction. You provide something for them. Of course it also works the other way.
Only teenage love is pure. If you missed that, you're doomed. Even iif you catch a late teen, it would be different, not the same.
brutal agepill
clearly you've never been to bangkok. it makes NYC look like a shithole.
NYC is a shithole
 
I feel like that i am in scene of Robocop 2014.

The guy has is body turned into a machine.
That is our body, it only serves to make tasks.
A robot cant fuck a foid, period.
 
Reminds me of this from Whatever by Michel Houellebecq (recommended reading for all incels btw)

Sure. It’s been hopeless for a long time, from the very beginning. You will never represent, Raphael, a young girl’s erotic dream. You have to resign yourself to the inevitable; such things are not for you. It’s already too late, in any case. The sexual failure you’ve known since your adolescence, Raphael, the frustration that has followed you since the age of thirteen, will leave their indelible mark. Even supposing that you might have women in the future - which in all frankness I doubt - this will not be enough; nothing will ever be enough. You will always be an orphan to those adolescent loves you never knew. In you the wound is already deep; it will get deeper and deeper. An atrocious, unremitting bitterness will end up gripping your heart. For you there will be neither redemption nor deliverance. That’s how it is.
 
If I got a gf I would be too paranoid about getting cucked
 
The thing is, if you somehow started dating a GF, the sex would be the easier part. The hard part would be - should you forever keep that secret that you were/are a depressed, hateful Incel? Could you keep it? Would your mental condition even allow you to truly love her?

I couldn't love any average girl, there is a hate barrier. She is a normie, she knows nothing about what I went through. She actually knows much less about life than me! I have been working since 18 years, went through 6 schools, since puberty had all these negative emotions and experiences. It's almost like I am of a different race than normies! Of different culture. I feel like I wasn't made for this world.

They are going through life like through a Disneyland. I am going through a swamp. I am able to take care of myself now, I can survive, but I don't want a relationship with these Disneyland happy people while I have to fight every day.
 
no, I had to move back.

I also don´t want to live in a 3rd world shithole with no job for the rest of my life.

If I can´t get a wife from EE I will definitely get a girl from the Phillippines though as a last resort.
Where did you go? Was it easy to get free sex like for that itsOver guy?

On topic: I'm 27 and I agree. The grief of my lost youth has now surpassed my concern for the future.
 
This is the effect of being deprived of sex when you were a teen.
 

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